today's anagram

May 27th, 2004
past anagrams	menu	utb

6:29pm

i'm really blah today. i must come up with rent somehow. i want to see the photos of the models wearing my hats so i know if i need to take more pix of them because i want to make sure i have great pix of them before i sell them.
i want to start making a portfolio. but i have just had zero energy to clean my house and unpack all my stuff from that night and find the number of the guy to call for the photos, and set up light and blah blah to take the photos. and all the work that entails. i am still just needing rest. i'm so fried. i don't even have the energy to brush my teeth.
i'm overwhelmed and i feel like i am still spinning plates. not until i come up with rent money, pay all my bills, and this wedding is over this weekend will i feel i am in the clear. i dream about tornadoes and trying to save the dogs.
i'm going to go over to jason's for some pizza and watch a movie. but i still have zero attention span so i hope i can follow it.

for my next show i will definitely hire a photographer to follow me around. i didn;t this time because i thought i could somehow take the pictures myself. not so.

i need my house to be clean. i need a vacation and while i am gone, a maid to come in and clean and organize my house. that would be heaven.

i need to get outside. it's been cold and rainy lately, tho. i feel like i am missing spring.

i'll be ok. i always keep the plates spinning. i'm just so tired.

1:26pm