May 7th, 2004
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5:35pm

jason is taking me out for noodle soup.
i need some noodle soup.
i love my boyfriend :)

 

5:11pm

i haven't been paying much attention to the news lately.
and i'm SO glad about that. it's all a bunch of bullshit.

4:41pm

oof da. i'm back. i had a woman banker. she had mercy on me and lifted the charges since i do not have a history of overdratfs. she was a very authoritarian strict mother figure and so i had to basically play the bad bad silly stupid daughter who made a very stupid mistake and promised to never never never again do that and that i have learned my lesson. and i had to repeat that i had learned my lesson man times and that i understood it all and i just had to beg and beg. and finally she took them off and seriously i was so relieved i almost cried. and i thank her and showered her with praises.

intense. i know i have been using the word intense in just about every sentence lately. but it HAS been intense. maybe i need some synonyms for that word s i don't use it so much.

LORD. thank you universe for bestowing upon me your grand finiancial mercy.

now i just hope i don't bounce anything from thr OTHER account that i transfered all the moeny from into the OTHER one to make the OTHER not be in the negative.

my god. i'm not very good at this sort of stuff. but i WILL get better. i will. i swear.

now i need to find the energy to get stuff on ebay to sell or put it in my lj to sell or something.

and i need to pick out the rest of my models for my show and email that to everyone. then i have to CALL all the models and tell them i am using them.

breathe breathe breathe. i'd love a beer right now if only i could afford one.

i stopped at the hairdressing salon cloest to me just to find out if the would put my hair in braids like coolio and they looked at me like i was crazy and said no way. and WHY would i EVER want to THAT?
and tried to explain it to them, but they didn't give a crap because they were old drag queens. i guess i have never met CONSERVATIVE drag queens before who didn't understand style or anything cool. what-ev-ah.

 

3:41pm

ok, i'm off. wish me luck. i feel fierce.

i put killing joke in my walkman (i think, btripp will appreciate that!).

i have pms , so, i have the power of clarity.

3:37pm

but hey on the good side. i'm at 106 again. the only good thing about stress...losing weight.
and the very fast walk to the bank will help too.
my head hurts.

measurements today 34-27-35

27 % body fat according to the inaccurate measuring weighing device thing.

2:25pm

arrgghhhh. just shaking again. i wake up to my main bank account being -60 and i'm like WTF? i see they charged me five $33 overdraft fees. i quickly move 60 from my other account into that one so it is at zero.

i cannot afford 165 in overdraft fees. that was my $ i needed to pay my electric bill which will be turned off on the 10th if i don't pay it.

and if my rent check then bounced THEY will charge me $250 or something horrendous like that.

i feel sick.

i'm going down to the bank to beg and cry for them to take those fees off.

i thought i had signed up for something there that when one account was low they could take it out of my OTHER account that has $??? ARGH!!

argh argh argh.

i think i'm going to lose my stomache.

i need to take a quick bath and get down there.

i hope i can straighten this out or i am so SERIOUSLY FUCKED.

not to mention i had nightmares all night long, too.

i feel not well.

gah! the banking system! of course 5 things are gonna bounce like a fucking domino effect if they take out $165 from my account!!!!!