april 24th, 2004
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sonia's funeral info

To all in cyberspace:

We have lost a dear friend, sister, daughter, mother,
grandmother, supreme being...Sonia Peterson.
She was the creator, the inventory, innovator, and
immortal in the hair world; an immortal in the
universe. She passed away unexpectedly on Friday
April 23, 2004. She was dearly loved.

A visitation and memorial service to be held Tuesday
April 27 from 2pm-5pm,
with a time of sharing at 4pm.
Morris Nilsen Funeral Home
6527 Portland Avenue
Richfield, MN 55423
(612)869-3226

A celebration to be held afterward at 6pm at
hairpolice
611 W, Lake St
Minneapolis, MN 55408

Memorials preferred-May be directed to:
Lannette Peterson at
2337 Apache Street
Mendota Heights, MN 55120

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hair for the funeral

if anyone knows anyone who could do my hair with SOME sort of extensions for sonia's funeral, please let me know! hairpolice is all booked and they think her funeral is going to be either monday or tuesday :(

kaela wrote a very wonderful entry about sonia5, here:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/kaela/152189.html

3:43pm

right now i am thinking about getting a little tattooed "S" on my body in rememberance of her. i think i may do that.

4:32am

i can't bear to delete sonia's ana2 username and password, or take her off my instant messaging (which i never use anyway), or take her off my links on my site and in my journal? she is just everywhere in my life...i've woven her into the fabric of my life all over the place, i've come to realize more fully...i think i did erase her messages on my voicemail but now i wish i hadn't because i can't bear to live without the sound of her sultry low kind voice.

i was already thinking about death so much the last year or so, and i had finally stopped thinking about it as much as i had been, and then this. now i am thinking about it again. and how weird it is that the last time we saw each other we talked about how we could not comprehend that we would ever die. and little did either of us know that her death was just right around the corner.

and as much as i don't feel my death is right around the corner, who really knows if it is?
could my death be right around the corner , too? and will people look back on THIS entry as some sort of weird foreshadowing?

i hope not, but who knows anymore?

and i want to ask her so much what death was like for her and if she was scared.
and what is it like on the other side? and what is she up to now?
could she still see the sunset on earth today? is she hanging out here for awhile?
did she try to tip things over as a ghost? did she try to contact anyone? is she hanging around her family? or did she decide to go venture to other places on earth for the heck of it? or is she just in another plane of existense all together where earth seems like a far away memory?

i want to ask her, in retrospect, could she see her death coming?

and did she die at home or in the hospital?
when did she know she had cancer?
is she happy where she is? what IS death?

and at the same moment i was taking out my extensions she was dying. i almost picked up the phone to call her and tell her this. but she wouldn't have answered the phone because she was in the middle of DYING. unreal.

and i'm so pissed i had this cold which prevented me from seeing her one last time. i just really didn't want to give it to her if she was already having breathing problems. but it's just not fair i had this damn fucking cold.

i keep going back into her lj and reading her friends list , scanning for other people to make entries about her. hungry for little tidbits of stories about her life and how much she was loved and will be missed...

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i took the backgrounds of 'cause my server bill keeps getting more expensive and i want ot see if that will help.

also, i am over my limit of storage and now must pay extra for that, also, so i need to find a free place to put my music mp3s.

sooner or later i am going to start to have to take off archives or anagrams and then put them on disc and then just sell teh cdroms by year to ana2 members for cost. as each year this is going to grow and grow and i will run out of storage.