april 8th, 2004

one year to live


if you found out you had only 1 year left to live,
what would you do with your life?

8:29pm

i am cooking a chicken curry potato soup.
i love to make soup!

my garlic was sprouting so i toook a few cloves and planted them. i hope they grow!

7:33am

i think in the next few days i will do atkins again for a little while.
i feel all bloated out. i feel like a floatation device.

but i will have to wait until i eat all the chocolates howie sent me for easter :) haha :)

i'm watching survivor.

money spent the other day:
14.27
and 3.71 on beverages and food

5:29pm

jason's was still looud, much a little bit less loud and also not hot over there.
it's a great thing that i have the option to go there and sleep when things get bad at my house.
now i need to scrounge up some food...

11:08am

it's like an oven in my bedroom. but if i open my window the sounds of construction are louder.
but worse than that now is all the exhaust fumes and smell of tar that come in.
it's like their is a large truck right outside my window and all the exhaust from it comes straight into my room.
and along now with the sound of jackhammers and chainsaws is some new low frequency that is vibrating my bed and the bones in my body!
plus my shoulder hurting.

ya, life sucks right at this moment.
i'm going to go over to jason's and see if sleeping over there is any less painful.

ohmigod and get THIS:
the fire alarm is now going off in my building!
yes. for real.
augh.

4:05am

2:52am

it's weird how the nightvision mode on my cam really brings the veins out in my skin. but my veins do show up more than average. there was even a band who had a song called "the girl with the transparaent skin" that was inspired by my skin. so strange :)