march 27th, 2004

11:48pm

got everything, almost, out of my bathroom.
so, if more water bubbles up in there, at least my stuff won't get even more wet.
but i feel like i need to wash everything that got wet as the water that is coming up is gross and dirty.
time for a new toothbrush for sure! yuck!
at least it doesn't smell.

and i'll tell my building about this tomorrow since no one is going to show up at this hour anyway.
i'll bet this is happening to my next door neighbour, too , since our pipes are connected.

at least i will get my bathroom really clean now. and i needed to clean it anyway.

water water everywhere. and it's been raining outside all day and night, too.

time for a glass of wine and coast to coast.
and incense and candles.

11:02pm

i guess i have to see to this problem now about the water in my bathroom.
i don't think it was because of me doing laundry as my bathroom sink is filling up with dirty water again and i'm not doing laundry now. augh.
i need to get everything out of my bathroom.

10:27pm

good grief. i did a load of laundry and a pipe burst or something. there is water all over the bathroom floor and it came out also from under the sink, and looks like it flooded into the sink and over the sink, too. YUCK.

i just put a bunch of towels down. and nothing can be done about it at this hour anyway.

what a drag i must clean up all of that tomorrow and then get a maintenance guy up here to fix it.

even the carpet in part of the hallways is sopping wet.

blarg.

and i wish my mom would stop writing to me about her lj woes.
i'm sick of hearing about it and thinking about it.
the thing is, how i found out she had a lj is one of her lj friends got mad at her and thought the best way to get back at her would be to tell me that she had a lj again, knowing that would cause huge trouble for her.
and this person is just really psycho and has gotten a bunch of my mom's other lj friends to think that my mom is a freak.
and she has gotten her lj friends to think she is lying about having a daughter.
and i think my mom wants to me to email these people and tell them that indeed she does have a daughter. but screw that.
i don't need to be dragged into this and all these people are losers anyway.
my mom asked me today if i had gotten an email from one of them who wanted to confirm that indeed, i was her daughter.
i don't remember getting any such email, but it pisses me off that these people are all trying to drag me into this.
and i don't want them emailing me. i don't want anything to do with it.

my mom made that bed and she can go lay in it now.

and so my mom is just feeling really bad that these people think bad things about her that are not true. and so she is still hanging around trying to convince these people that she is not lying.
and that is totally understandable.

and i'm just like "let it go mom, these people are losers. just walk away. there is nothing you can do about it". i know easier said than done. i would rumanate about ti, too. that si one thing my mom and i have in common.

i understand her stress. i would be stressed out too. i mean i AM stressed out. but i'm just not going to be dragged into this stupidity anymore than i already am! YUCK!

and then she wrote me this email, which seemed to me to be trying to feel me out about how i would feel if she started another lj.
telling me that some of her friends are writing to her and telling her to come back to it so doesn't look like that other person ran her off lj.
and my mom tells me she misses it. and asks me if there was anything about her lj that i ever liked. and asking me again to name the reasons why i didn't want her to have a lj.

WTF??? will this never fucking end??

i REALLY do not want to think about this anymore.
i just want it to finally end.

 

 

8:00pm

sleepy mellow saturday night.

watching the movie the fischer king

6:35pm

the wind is making my windows howl

 

5:39pm

 

sometimes i turn into a porn star
if it's late at night and i've had enough lagers :)

it kinda cracks me up, that one pic of sebastian in there

that's my annie sprinkle dildo which is hand carved from black marble.
is was designed by annie, herself, in a limited edition of 50, each one numbered.

i recommend it!

 

 

5:12pm

it's very rainy today