march 24th, 2004
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5:54pm

 

5:30pm

i didn't get outside on this gorgeous day but i did get a load of laundry done, a load of dishes, and i tok a bath and made it to the little store for food. and mailed that cheque.

it feels good to get a few normal things done and normalize myself.

i'm just so happy to feel normal and stable today.

i bought some ziplock bags and i'm going to put yarn in them and then tack them to my wall as a way to get stuff off my floor. i wish i had a shelf to put them on. and i hope it won't be too ugly.

i'm cooking a chicken and rice soup but i have a feeling it is not going to be a good one. the broth doesn't look savory enough.

i'm thinking of cutting my dreadlocks shorter, like to my chin or something. they are actually ready to come out, but i can't deal with taking them out because that would make me too sad. i need to add more yarn to my hair to make it look somewhat right again, i think, but if i do that it will become to heavy. which is why i think i should cut it shorter because then i could add more yarn without if getting heavier.

i'm going to go tack yarn to my walls now. oh wait, first i will see if there are any pix i can put in here, i think there are.

and then i will do the yarn, and then it is survivor and then shows about DNA on pbs.

i'm such a geek :)

 

2:53pm

i weigh 105 today
measurements 34 1/2, 26 1/2 35

rvsped to go to jason's sister's wedding shower

made out a cheque for back pay i owe my psychiatrist from eons ago: 377.50

i haven't been good about writing money spent in here lately. i gotta find receipts and get caught up on that.

i need to scramble for rent now.
i think i will sell my laptop.

gotta take a quick bath now.
dunno if i will make it outside today. but i will at least mail this cheque.

listening to 80's music on live 365.

i feel pretty stable today

1:23pm

it is 61 degrees outside and SUNNY!

i have to get outside! holy cow!!