February 29th, 2004
   
     
     

7:16pm

ate 1 slice of cheese and 5 tiny pretzels. i keep being hungry but my stomache is shrunk so i get full right away.
jason ordered a pizza and hopefully i will be able to eat a slice and that will make me feel human again.
the girl called about the car and she is going to come over tuesday night.
that makes me feel better. i was worried she would back out or something.
but she is in love with my car. it is an AWESOME car. *sigh*
i'm going over to jason's now for pizza and to watch the oscars.

2:20pm

well, if there was 1 good thing about getting sick it's that i got up at 8:30am today so i hope this means i go to bed early tonight and get back on a day schedule!

ok, NOW i go take a bath :)

that girl has not called me about the car. if she does not call today, i will call her again tomorrow. or maybe i will call her tonight.

1:26pm

watching nature shows on pbs.
clicking my friends list.
i think i have enough energy to take a quick bath now.
i feel like a scuz.

11:58am

i managed to eat a very small piece of cold salmon that i had cooked from the other day.
and i have some vanilla coke that jason got for me :)
i just found out the oscars are on tonight :)
i wish i saw more movies so i could watch it and know who i wanted to win.
i see a lot of movies but they are mostly independent or foreign or both.

i can hardly believe my luck in that i found on ebay a person who was selling 2 pounds of silk chenille for only $25!
silk chenille goes for $110 a pound or more! and i got 2 pounds for $25! unbelievable!
i asked them if they had anymore and they said they had six of these at 2 pounds each. so i bought them ALL.
so i got $1,320 worth of yarn for $150? did i do the math right?
i'm using the $ i got for selling that $500 hat :)
i could make a HUGE luxurious blanket from this! oooo, so soft!!
i could make TWO huge blankets!
can u imagine a chenille blanket made from SILK? *dreamy sigh*
maybe i will make a long flowing dress...or a huge sweater.
and maybe i will handpaint some of it and then resell it.
oo, i don't know...maybe i will make many many hats. so many possibilities!

money spent for silk chenille:
150 plus 15.30 for shipping= 165.30

 

10:46am

i have that pleasant surreal feeling that one feels when one feels better after being so sick.
i feel kind of floaty. like i've gone back in time and my mom should be coming in any second with a bowl of that mrs. grass (is that her name?) instant chicken soup. or maybe it was the lipton instant chicken soup.
THAT is what i want. and it has to be instant, i don't want the kind that comes in a can.

10:34am

i think i could eat 2 eggs..if i could just find the energy to make them...

do you have weird dreams when you are sick and 1/2 awake and 1/2 asleep?
i had all these little mini dreams. like dreams that were 20 seconds long and were so mundane and reality based that i keep wondering if they were part of something real that happened a few days ago.
like i dreamed that the dogs peed on the kitchen floor. but they didn't.
little stupid things like that that could have happened so i wonder if they did but i find out it was just a dream.
or i thought i bought a paper, but i didn't.

 

9:52am

today is leap day.

i feel better but still weak. i got up at 8:30am and ate a banana and had more apple juice.
i'm not hungry for much more than that.

i feel like i could go back to bed.

i don't think i've been THAT sick in quite awhile!
and i hope it is many years or NEVER before i am ever THAT sick again. man, that SUCKED.

i don't feel like i can really relax, tho because this girl didn't get to put the battery in my car yesterday as we had planned. and so now i don't know if she is going to call me today or what. i left a message on her machine last night when i was finally well enough to call.

i need to clean up just a tiny bit. get the dogs some food.
i should take a bath but i have zero energy for that.

i think i'll just get the dogs food and then crawl back into bed for a little bit.

i'm sad that i missed spending time with jason this weekend :(