February 12th, 2004
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11:04pm

would you like a free valentine from me?

email me! :)

10:17pm

ate 2 boiled eggs.
i'm not very hungry today.
i might go to bed early.
tomorrow i have to clean my house like a maniac.
but luckily carolyn and renee are family to me and know quite well i am a slob and love me anyway :)

8:20pm

i can't believe that tammy faye actually made me cry on the surreal life.

yep, i have pms to be sure!

5:51pm

tomorrow carolyn and renee come over at 7pm.
this will be the 1st time the blue up? will be toegther in years!
i think the last time we were all together was when negativland played 1st ave :)

5:50pm

Phyllis Lyon, 79, left, and Del Martin, 83, embrace after being married at San Francisco City Hall on Thursday. They are the first same-sex couple to be officially married in the United States.
here is the article

5:25pm

breakast at 5:30pm consisting of vanilla coke and microwave popcorn.
nutritious!

8:26am

up all night updating...
[ mood | sleepy ]

finally got around to adding pictures to the "customers" and "yarn, etc." section of my hat site

i've been up all night finding and sorting pictures.
i'm so tired now. but i was a spaz all night.
i want to make a page dedicated to arty textury pix on my hat site, too.
that will take another night...

it's exhausting going through all my pictures i have made and saved for the past 2 years. so much i have been through these last few years that was very difficult. i am surprised that i was so darn creative despite everything that was happening to me at that time. but that is how i stayed sane.
i kick ass.

i feel very focused and driven lately and my pms right now is amplifying that. pms is great for things like building bridges or overhauling things. i don't think women take advantage of the benefits of pms as much as they should. because if you can manage to get everything out of your way that bugs you, you can get a lot done. too often women are just stuck focusing on what bugs them during this time and thinking this is somehow a bad thing. it's actually a great thing because it's nature's way of not letting you bullshit yourself every month. there is just no getting around what you actually REALLY want to do in your life and what really you should NOT be doing in your life. pms makes this abundantly clear. and if you can make peace with that clarity and align yourslf with it, then the next level is that pms will help you stay focused and give you drive.

5:29am

i'm a total spaz. worked all night making kat some webpages for the heck of it :)
(since she doesn't have any)
and then i made pluckyfluff a webpage archive for her yarns.

i perused through many images i've saved on the net and categorized a few of them.
i didn't realize that going through them would be like going through a diary for me because i save images for what i am interested in at the time. so i was like, ohhhh yaaaa i remember that time in my life :)
and certain photos and certain pieces of crochet that were influential to me were not as mysterious to me because i had ingested them and created similiar things myself now. it was strange and cool to discover that :)