February 1st, 2004
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8:56pm

beads beads beads beads...thinkin' about beads :)
looking at my hats and trying to decide what colour beads will go best with what.
and then there are SO many types of beads out there.
and it's also hard to know what they really look like and if the colours will match as i peruse pictures on the internet of them.
seeeeeeeeeeeeed beeeeeeeeeads! i want to make a hat made entirely of crocheted seed beads on thread. mmmm :)

and i put a bit of the opalescent thread through the knitmagic and it looks like a faerie thing :)

soon the new survivor will be on! woo hoo!

3:14pm

last night i got to sleep at 10pm!
but then jason got home from his friends at 2am and woke me up to tell me he was home and that he also would be spending all day today at his friends, too. which was just enough aggravation to wake me up and then i was up until 8am and slept until 2pm. so much for trying to get out of my stupid sleeping schedule. i know he meant well but it was really a bummer. and now i didn't get to see him all weekend and wednesday he starts school again. thank god this is his last quarter because i seriously would not be able to handle any more of him going to school, and neither can he, especially. but i am sure not looking forward to the next few months of school and jason going to school. i hope that when he graduates we can have a normal life together of seeing each other.

argh.

but i have my life and my goals and so i concentrate on that.
but all the while there is still all that waiting i do, in a not too far corner of my mind.

i cannot wait for may to come.

i'm microwaving some wild rice soup now

(thanks howie!)

yesterday i ate some french fries, a corn muffin, pickled herring, and a almond butter and honey sandwhich.

money spent: $17.79 on 6 hanks of silver lined clear glass seed beads for a hat