January 29th, 2004
    
     
     

8:35pm

ate today:

quiche, salibury steak tv dinner, a few dates, tea

jason is having a real low energy day, too.
it just seems to be in the air.

6:56pm

i have zero energy today.
for days now i have been infused with lots of energy.
and today...absolutely none.
i don't even have energy to think or crochet.

4:59pm

holy cow! it's gonna be 18 below zero tonight! that is not the windchill but the actual temperature!

4:34am

go look at the pix from yesterday :)

3:47am

i should be in bed. but i did another stupid survey from lj:

.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: nothing
-what color socks are you wearing: barefeet
-what's under your bed: the mattress sits on the floor
-what time did you wake up today: 2:00pm

.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: ha...well, artist!
-where are you going to live: i have no idea
-how many kids do you want: zero

.CURRENT.
-current hair: crazy dread extensions by the wonderful sonia
-current clothes: man's pj top and stripey pants
-current longing: nature
-current desktop picture: a photo i took today
-current favorite music artist: i listen to live365 gen80s
-current book: astral dynamics
-current worry: money
-current annoyance: my sleeping schedule
-story behind your username: it's my name
-current favorite article of clothing: men's pajamas
-favorite physical feature on a girl: face guy: eyes
-one person you wish was here right now: richard sharah
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "i am just gathering my thoughts :)"
-i am happiest when: i am creating
-i feel lonely when: i am misunderstood
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: by the ocean
-famous person you have met: too many to list
-do you have any regrets: everything happens for a reason
-sex or love: both
-favorite coffee: mocha latte
-favorite smell: fresh roses or peonies
-what makes you mad: stupid people
-favorite way to waste time: watch tv, internet
-what is your best quality: i am resilient
-are in currently in love/lust: love
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: too many things to count but perhaps it was when i had sex on cam and it seemed like the entire world freaked out and i ended up in newsweek and hardcopy and other media.
-do you find it hard to trust people: as i've gotten older, yes
-last thing you bought yourself: boring thing: sominex, fun thing: opalescent thread
-bath or shower: bubble bath
-favorite season: spring
-favorite color: red, white, silver, pink
-favorite time of day: when the sun is up, but i'm always awake when the sun is down
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: no

.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: A LOT , hundreds.
-favorite pants: stripey pants
-most expensive item of clothing: $500 fluevog shoes
-most treasured piece of clothing: $500 fluevog shoes, my silk velvet dresses, and my engineer boots

.LAST.
-last book you read: i wish i could remember the name of it. it was science fiction
-last movie you saw on the big screen: big fish
-last show you watched on tv: david letterman
-last song you heard: theme song to coast to coast am
-last thing you had to drink: diet sprite
-last thing you ate: 3 dates
-last time you showered: yesterday
-last time you smiled: hours ago
-last time you laughed: today
-last person you hugged: my boyfriend
-last person you talked to online: danica
-last person you talked to on the phone: hmm, i'm not sure. i rarely ever plug my phone in.
-last person you kissed: my boyfriend
-last person you hung out with: besides my boyfriend, my friends fuzzybumblebee and carolyn (coojie)

DO YOU.
-smoke: no
-do drugs: sometimes
-drink: sometimes
-sleep with stuffed animals: i used to but now i have my puppies
-have a crush: johnny depp
-have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
-have a dream that keeps coming back: yes
-play a instrument: yes, many
-believe there is life on other planets: of course
-read the newspaper: i skim: news.yahoo.com and cnn.com
-have any gay or lesbian friends: of course
-believe in miracles: yes
-consider yourself tolerant: i am tolerant of kind people
-consider police a friend or foe: neutral on that
-like the taste of alcohol: depends on what drink
-believe in astrology: yes
-believe in magic: yes
-pray: not as much as i'd like to
-go to church: heck no
-got any secrets: yes
-have any pets: 3 pup monsters
-go or plan to attend college: went to 1 quarter of college (art). i plan to attend someday down the line. maybe when i'm 60.
-talk to strangers: only if i'm tipsy
-have any piercing: used to have pierced nipples
-have any tattoos: strangely, no
-hate yourself: not often
-wish on stars: if it's a shooting star
-like your handwriting: yes
-believe in witches: i am a witch
-believe in ghosts: of course
-have a second family: yes, my boyfriend's
-trust others easily: not anymore
-sing in the shower: i take baths. sometimes i sing :)