January 20th, 2004
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a friend had a survey in her journal..so i did it:

What is the geekiest part of your music collection?
mel torme

What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
olives

What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
i weep at everything

If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
i've already had my boobs done.
if i had more, probably a facelift somewhere in the 40 something years...

Do you have a completely irrational fear?
all my fears seem rational to me.

What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
i'm pretty good at hiding my insecurity if i have to.

Do you know anyone famous?
yes, quite a few.

Describe your bed.
juts a king sized mattress. nothing special.
but someday i will habe the most amazing bed this world has ever seen.
i pretty much live in my bed

Spontaneous or plan?
both

Do you know how to play poker?
nope

What do you carry with you at all times?
lipgloss, face powder, keys, debit card, camera, crochet hook and yarn, and a rock

What do you miss most about being little?
feeling safe

Are you happy with your given name?
i was happy with my 1st name, but i ended up changing it anyway...long story

How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
since being on the internet is my job, it would take quite a bit

What color is your bedroom?
i have so much stuff in my bedroom, that's it's pretty much every colour. but the walls are white

What was the last song you were listening to?
xtc's "complicated game"

Have you ever been in a play?
yes

Who is your best friend?
my boyfriend

Have you ever been in love?
absolutely

Do you talk a lot?
i either won't shut up or i won't talk at all

Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
mostly

Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
sometimes yes, because they like to follow me and try to be my friend and it freaks me out when strangers do that to me.

Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
i am a very nice person to those who are nice to me

Do you spend more time with your boyfriend or your friends?
boyfriend

What's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
be a ballet dancer

What is your ideal marriage location?
the place i want my wedding to take place or live in after i get married?

Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
i play all the instruments i want to play :)

Something you love and hate?
my mother

What kind of bedding do you use?
as high a thread count cotton as i can afford...but i want satin

Do you tell your friends about your sex life?
sometimes

What's the one language you want to learn?
japanese

What do you order at a bar?
sam adams or merlot

Have you ever pierced your body parts?
ears. i once had pierced nipples for about 2 years. it looked cool as hell but i had to take them out because they would never really heal :(

Do you have tattoos?
surprisingly, no

Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery any kind if confronted?
yep

Do you drive stick?
i still do not drive! but i did inherit an old oldsmobile :)

What's one trait you hate in a person?
narcissism (it causes cruelty, nonempathy, selfishness...like president bush)

What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
i'm not sure what kind of watch i wear.
it's nice silver metal tho.

Most frivolous purchase?
i think maybe these $500 fluevog shoes to die for.

Do you consider yourself materialistic?
yes, but i'm getting less materialistic the older i get

What do you cook the best?
soup

Favorite writing instrument?
black felt tip

Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
it depends on the situation

Do you have anything monogrammed?
no

Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
i have done that

What's one car you will never buy?
a hummer

What kind of books do you like to read?
books that teach me things

If you won the lottery, what would you do?
buy a farm, have a glass blowing studio and pottery studio, buy so much yarn it would be obscene, make several films, go to art school and learn to make fabric and furniture and shoes.
i would make sure to have the most self sustaining farm possible.
i would have a dome house. i would have my cams and document all of this on the internet to teach people to live more in harmony with the environment...
and try to be the best role model and teacher for living an eco friendly life. and also just in harmony with ones only intuition/soul/creativity. i would give money to help fund research into alternative energy. and also try to fund a small school that actually taught things that were worthwhile to children (like proper nutrition, dealing with emotions, managing finances, working with energy, raising a family)

Burial or cremation?
i hope i die in an explosion so no one has to deal with that

How many online journals do you read regularly?
perhaps about 20

What's one thing you're a sore loser at?
i'm not a sore loser

If you don't like a person, how do you show it?
freeze them out of my life

Do you cry in front of friends?
yes

What kind of first impression do you think you give to people?
probably that i am pretty eccentric and intense
i may come off as flaky

What's one thing you like to do alone?
everything

Are you a giver or a taker?
it depends

What have you stolen before?
for a few months as a teenager i was a total kleptomanic. then i got caught and that cured me of it forever!

Favorite communication method?
art

How many drinks before you're tipsy?
2

Do you ever have to beg?
no

Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
oh yes

Do you think you're cute?
yes

Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends?
no

What's the most painful experience you've ever had?
my mother rejecting me

6:51pm

i can't remember now everything i ate yesterday.
i think it was a piece of cheese, some old french fries, blueberries, raspberries, a piece of string cheese, chocolate

today i made a blueberry, raspberry, strawberry , date smoothie and i'm eating that now.

6:09pm

 

not much to say, at the moment :)