January 11th, 2004
    
     
     

ohmigod what a long day and sooooo much to say...
but so tired. must sleep....
so much to say....

i looked really cool tnoght.

I wish i had the energy to take my picture to show u!

ate today: coke, chocolate, crackers and cheese, beer (nutritious!)
spent: $10.00 chocolate and beer

4:36pm

back from the symphony with my dad. mozart and strauss.
i am SO sleepy. i am sooooooo stupidly tired.
it's grey and cold.
i wish i had time to take a nap. i wish i had more time to get ready for the bowie concert.
i have 2 hours. i guess that is enough time. but i wish i could take a nap and also go out to eat.
i don't really have any food here except for some noodles.

3:33am

do you consider yourself eccentric? and if so, why?
do you know a person who is eccentric? if so, what is eccentric about them?
i am thinking of doing a book about eccentrics so let me know if you are eccentric or if you know a person who is eccentric that would like to be interviewed for my book.

2:09am

i never write anything personal in my livejournal anymore.
i just don't feel like sticking my neck out too far for the public to try to chop off. i'm pretty sick of it.
i just stay mostly in ana2 now...

i'm looking a lot older lately. more like my actual age.
i guess that's just the way of it. not much i can do about that at the moment. maybe i will get a facelift sometime after 40. if i can afford it someway somehow. i go back and forth on that.
sometimes it looks just awful on people. and sometimes it's looks pretty good. i don't look forward to the pain of it, that is for sure. and anesthesia scares me. if i do get a facelift someday, i will probably get my boobs smaller, too, while i'm there. like maybe B or even an A. not a D like i am now. i go back and forth on that, too. who knows what i will do or what the future holds.

if i had the money right now, i would go to college for textiles. i would love to learn how to make really futuristic fabric. really crayz stuff that the top designers would drool over for their latest fashions. i think the 40's are going to be a really creative time for me.

 

1:58am

what i ate yesterday:

1 sweet potato, 2 chimichangas, refried beans, 1 large beer, 2 cokes, tiny bit of popcorn.

money spent: $9.25 on coke and popcorn

1:45am

we didn't get to the iltalian restaurant because we never could find it. so we ended up eating at a bar. but it was good food :) man, that lord of the rings is a damn long movie! i was getting a bit antsy during it!

i forgot that moday i am not doing movie night but that jason is playing a show that night with milo fine.
he hasn't played is sooo long! i lok forward to seeing him do some music again :) and i haven't seen milo in such a long time, too.

the next 2 days are going to be so many music concerts! i need to get to bed at a somewhat decent hour tonight since i go to the symphony with my dad. i have to get up at least by noon. i know that sounds rather funny to say. but seeing atht i have been staying up until 7am and sleeping until 3pm, it's early for me.