January 10th, 2004
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4:59pm

jason and i are going out for italian food and then we are going to see the final installment of lord of the rings :)

tomorrow at 2pm i go to the symphony with my dad and then at night i go to see david bowie with jason! bowie tickets are my anniversary present from him :)
monday, it's movie night. tuesday i dye eebomb's hair orange.
thursday it's another stupid therapy session with my mom. and at some point my friend joanne wanted to get together with me but i don't know when.
it's a busy week for me!
i have to go get ready now to go out...

3:45pm

i had a bit of an unusual dream. usually when i dream about school, it is the 1st day os school and i cannot find my locker, and i don't know here any of my classes are and so i just quit and walk out of the school.
this time, i was actually finishing one of the last of my classes, although i was really botching up the assignment and i wasn't understanding it...i handed it in anyway because i was out of time and i just hoped for the best that i would graduate anyway.
and when the teacher was giving out the grades, i think the teacher was partially my dad, i got an A- in ONE of my classes which was a religion class. and i was still waiting to hear what i had goten in the class i think i botched up and waiting to hear if i graduated i never did find out. i woke up before that happened. also, in the dream, i told everyone i was going to get my masters.
this dream still wasn't happy and it was uncomfortable as most of my dreams are. but i am surprised that it was a dream about getting near the end of school and maybe almost graduating and even thinking of going on to a masters degree instead of my usual quitting school on the 1st day.
also, i'll just add in there that i had a weird assignment for a class where i had to make a chocolate pig
and i was trying to beat some other person who was also making one. i think both of our pigs did not turn out very well.
i also remember getting rid of some super huge stop sign and giving it to some little girl who wanted it.
i had had this stop sign while i was in some class but now didn't need it anymore.
i wish i could remember what it said on there. i want to say that it said something about jesus, but i'm just not sure.
i think i had a dream where i almost was going to be moving into some small house.
and i had a lot of family heirlooms to move in it. like some really nice cuterly and a bunch of kitchen appliances.

i think this dream stems from talking to my dad about his will. and he said he is going to leave me a bit of money.
and i was thinking how cool it would be to go to college on that, although i would be somewhere over the age of 60 or maybe even 70 when i actualy got this money. or i was thinking i could buy some little trailer house with it.
but who knows where on earth i will be at that age and what i will want to be doing.

3:37pm

how irritating. i have some automatic charge to my account that i do not know what it is for 93.49.
but it will not happen until monday and so they cannot tell me what it IS since , until it actually gets DELETED from my account...they will not have any more information on it.
how screwy is that that i cannot know what it is until the money is GONE?
i don't like that one bit.
extra irritating is it is that it is $2 more than i have in there right now. although when i asked the lady on the phone if i had enough in there to cover it...she said that yes, i do.
now i wish i had that on record...her saying that
because if that thing, whatever it is, bounces, i am not going to be happy AT ALL. i can't , for the life of me, think of what it could possibly be. arrrrgh.

5:36am

well, i was about to go to bed when all of a sudden i had to see if someone had ever written about the spiritual nature of crochet, which led me to this amazing woman's amazon wishlist, which made me have to look at all 33 pages of it and add a ton of books to my wishlist from magical cooking to the sacred geometry of snowflakes.

wow. there is so much to know. it hurts.
i must know everything! it's not fair that we don't live longer.

 

1:46am

i just wrote richard's friend a big thank you for sending me that article and telling me how richard died.
and shared a few things about what i loved about richard and how much i will miss him.
it was nice to be able to say it to someone who actually knew him.

1:15am

what i thought the yarn would look like. it does look a bit like this.

here are the 6 colours of yarn, each one knit into a long tub with my mattel knit toy machine. i will then crochet these together :)

you can't really see what the yarn looks like in this pic , but oh well. i'll take a better one later. but u can see i ordered 6 pounds!

a weird hat i am working on. i have NO idea what i am making or how it will turn out.

a recent new hat. i may add more to it.

an article that was in australian vogue about my dear richard sharah.

 

12:51am

today is jason and my's 6th anniversary!
how do i say that..jason and i's? jason and me's?
jason's and mine? jason's and my?
i can't remember the proper way to say it...