January 4th, 2004
   
     
     

10:55pm

 

4:21pm

i'm off to dinner with jason :)

 

the shocking stuff in pet food:

http://www.unknowncountry.com/news/?id=3081

world idol
i don't know how many of you watched world idol. but i thought it was extremely cool that kurt, the norwegian hobbit, won. :)
and i was really surprised that kelly did not take the loss graciously. she seemed very upset.
i love the fact that almost all the "idols" from around the world were not conventionally beautiful. i hope that the music business notices this glaring fact.
http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/pagesix/20040103/en_pagesix/kellyranoutwhenkurtwon

3:41pm

i wish my dreams weren't so exhausting.

4:10am

it was good to see my dad, but it was intense.
talked about my mom, and my brother, and my dad's will.
too much to go into now.
i'm still processing.but it's all good.

after that i had to take a long nap.

today is jason's last day of vacation :(
bad for me and bad for jason but good for you as you will see me on cam more now
and i will be taking more pictures.

getting back into the swing of things again.

my dad said he will help me with my taxes more.
so that is a huge relief.
i did not even ask him, he just volunteered to help.
this whole tax thing has been one of the hugest burdens and hugest anxieties of my life.

i'm going to listen to dreamland radio show now and drift off to sleep.