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create one, send it to me (ana101@hotmail.com), and i'll put it up here :) look below for all the ones people have done so far :)
8:41pm
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chicken chicken chicken!
my chicken's cooked!
and jason will be home any minute!
ohmigod...so much fat came off this
chicken!
i have never in my life seen so much fat come off a chicken before!
so that is why that chicken was so mutantly big!
it was homer simpson of the chickens.
8:08pm
ok, so i have an appointment to see
a therapist with my mom on dec 16th. she asked me if she could pick me up
but i think i will TAKE A CAB!
i am scared out of my mind. it makes me sick to even think about it.
i am seriously freaked. i haven't seen her in maybe 2 years.
i don't want us both to break down and cry because i do NOT want to be vulnerable
around her. i don't even want her to touch me even tho i need her to touch
me. the thought of her crying and touching me revolts me and makes me frightened
and feel violently ill.
like i would just want to leave my body if i have to deal with that much intensity.
i don't know how i am going to handle this.
i would really love a few xanax or valium for that day.
i know i will cry my guts out and i just can't deal with that thought. i hope
i can block out as much of my emotions about this as much as possible. but
i know that is not possible at all.
6:23pm
by thingie:
4:39pm
i'm not going to make it to the bank
because my groceries came and i had to put them away. now i'm baking a huge
chicken. it's some sort of monster mutant chicken.
i will go tomorrow. but i am going to go to the p.o. box now even tho it's
dark and yucky out.
i almost forgot that survivor is on tonight. woo hoo!
4:04pm
how much does this one rule!? :) this one is by mya:
1:53pm
here's mine:
1:31pm
picasso head by jae:
http://www.mrpicassohead.com/create.html
create one, send it to me (ana101@hotmail.com),
and i'll put it up here :)
i gotta scramble now and get ready to go to the bank and mail more stuff, too.
1:05pm
ok, i start atkins today.
i weigh 109.6. my right thigh is 21 inches in diameter.
29.1% bodyfat but i don't know how accurate that scale thing is.
and i'm 34 1/2 - 27 1/2 - 35 1/2
i don't know how long i'll be able to keep it up, but if i just lose 1/2 an
inch and/or 5 pounds, that'll be fine.
and jason is starting the south beach diet today which , i guess, is almost like atkins.
12:22pm
http://www.mrpicassohead.com/create.html
create one, send it to me (ana101@hotmail.com), and i'll put it up here :)
here is one by ana2 member, mphand:
