November 30th, 2003
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6:22pm

tieing on my old synth braids into a hat is not as simple as i thought it would be.
i wouldl have to tie them in the way sonia ties them into my hair almost. which is to tie them in with thread.
the braids are too slippery to simply make a knot with them. grrr.
so i don't know if i will be doing that because that's way too much of a pain in the ass to do.

and putting the dreads in the wash wasn't a great idea either even tho i put them in the delicate cycle.
now the top parts of them are maybe too frazzly to put in my hair again.
what a huge drag and loss.

it's not been a good creative day. it ALMOST was.
but...ended up being just a bunch of ideas that did not work. i feel sad. i really need a dread hat.

3:03pm

listening to coast to coast about the mysterious deaths of many microbiologists.
creeeeeeeeeepy.

i'm going through all the extensions i've had on my head and sorting through them.
i put all the ones that are still useable in the washing machine.
then i think i will sew silver thread into them before i put them on my head again in january.
all the white ones and all the other colours like pink and blue.
not the brown ones next time, i dont think.

the braided extensions i have started crochetng into a hat.
i am working on about 5 different hats right now. i just keep starting new ones.
and i still haven't even started the really incredible hats that are still in my head.
i really need to get started on the 5 most ultimate hats of all time that are in my brain.
i want them ON my head not in my head.

 

 

1:59pm

weighed the dreads i took off my head and they weigh 11 ounces.
i was curious about that.

1:03pm

i have this bad feeling that the person who bought my rubber fetish ball on ebay is not going to pay me :(
i hope i am wrong.

i am listening to audio samples of books about meditation at audible.com
i sometimes forget i have a subscription to that place.

i might buy some books by the dalai lama
i really want to learn to meditate.

i'm still fighting off my cold. it's not so bad, just makes me a bit more tired than average.

it's bizarre seeing my hair again. and it makes me happy to see it has grown.
from how much it has grown in 3 months, i have estimated my hair grows about 4 inches a year.
i look forward to it being as down the middle of my back someday.

my dreams are busy busy busy and full of stress.
riding a bike through hills and obstacles and rain.