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11:59pm
i'm getting really nervous about
the film crew coming now.
i'm nervous because i feel i am coming down with a cold, and i am getting
my period.
i am nervous because my house is still a mess and it doesn't look how i want
it too.
and i'm nervous that i will not be as entertaining as they want me to be.
that i have to be entertaining for 3 days straight.
that is alot for me. it is hard for me to have people at my house let alone
3 people i do not know and who are going to film me and interview me when
i feel sick, and i'm bloated from pms and my face is breaking out terribly.
and they are coming from new york
city from interviewing ducky doolittle where they will have had insane amounts
of excitement and glamour.
and here it is snowing and it's just me.
i can only do what i can do and be
who i am.
i hope that will be enough.
and we will all my smooshed in my
little bedroom.
maybe i can get them all drunk and they won't notice :)
my room is my little sacred space. and my art, even tho i share it publically with the world, it is still just me alone in my bedrom and it's a very private thing for me. i don't suppose that makes much sense, but if you were here with me and saw how i do things, you'd understand.
i guess that is what i will try to
get across to the film crew.
the seeming dichotomy of this.
it's seems public and full of all this external energy.
or...maybe it doesn't seem like that to you.
i'm just going by what others have told me it seems like.
i don't know.
but it's just small me in my small
room doing small things.
and then sharing it in a big way.
i guess i feel somewhat better having
written this down as now i have a better vision of what i know i need to get
across to them.
and now it is their job to capture that and get it across to THEIR viewers.
tomorrow i have to clean like a wild maniac no matter what.
8:19pm
it drives me nuts that if i make any changes whatsoever to the cam, all the text and symbold will go back on the picture and stay there for a long time.
i feel really rundown. i am going
to take some vit c and echinacea and go over to jason's for a bit.
he is finally done with his homework for the day.
there is already snow on the ground.
7:03pm
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6:31pm
holy shit! i MUST own this!
http://designobject.com/cgi-bin/viewproduct.cgi?product_id=314&catagorys_id=33
5:01pm
why does everything and anything look so mystical and magical when it's symetrical and doubled?
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4:17pm
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4:05pm
i am going to take the blurry cam
and put it in the bathroom so ana2 will have 2 cams.
it's blurry, but it is great for close up. it might be interesting in the
bathroom to experiment with. why not?
3:57pm
well, this sucks. i am going to have
to take this cam back and trade it in for a different one.
at the store, it was advertised as having nightvision in colour.
this is true if you have the ZR70 and you buy this special extra accessory
for the ZR70 that is some sort of light that attaches.
but this is not an option for the kind i have, thew ZR60. grrrr. how massively
aggravating that they did not make this clear AT ALL. gah. nothing can every
be easy, can it?
well, i won't be able to turn this
in for a new one for maybe a week unless someone gives me a ride.
and with this snowstorm coming it's not going to be within the next few days,
that is for sure.
i miss my nightvision!
the one that i will trade it on for does not have this groovy mirror effect :(
oh well, at least the cam isn't blurry
for now!
3:22pm
ok, but now , of course, since i
have the effects on, the text and symbols on the pictures won't go away...
perhaps they will disappear on their own again?
3:18pm
i got effects on, but i have no idea
how i did it!
i love this mirror effect :) i am a sucker for these things :)
3:09pm
ok, all the etxt and symbols on the
picture disappeared all by themselves.
cool.
3:04pm
gonna have to read this entire manual...
i can't get the text and symbols off the picture and can't find how to use
the digital effects without having it be in recording mode.
the zoom on this thing is quite nice.
it has COLOR nightmode. i am curious as to how that works and what that looks
like...
2:55pm
jason is helping me try to figure
out this new camcorder...
trying to get the text and symbols off the picture...
oh the kind of camera i have is a canon ZR60, if you are curious :)
it costed 478, and then a $99 4 year
warranty plan, and then tax= 503
2:09pm
i bought a new camcorder! it cost
$503.00!
i am going to hook it up now...
it's grey and heavy feeling today.
huge snow is on the way, you can feel it in the air.
i am so sleepy. it's the perfect day for being in bed and drinking hot chocolate.
i wish i had some!
ok...off to figure out how to connect the camcorder up now...
:)