November 12th, 2003
   
     
     

9:05pm

it's fun having the cam over by the part of the bed where i sit when i crochet so i can show u what i'm doing!
here is the top tip of a hat in progress...making it with the yarn with the little spiders and cocoons in it :)

 

7:54pm

well, i guess i don't get to hang out with jason today. :(
his homework is taking longer than he thought :(

7:20pm

i'm actually cleaning! been cleaning all day.
but i still have so much more to go.
i even took my tv down to the dumpster. that thing has been in my little entry for how many months now?
my god...i have so much more to do....it's not even funny. but at least i did SOMETHING.
moved the camera to a different part of my room. it's over by where my lamp is...the lamp by the pillow of wear i put my head when i sleep.

i'm watching a sony dcr trv10 on ebay. it still has 4 days to go so, i'm sure it will be more expensive in 4 days, but i will try to get it even tho i can't afford it. but i have to cam that is not blurry, don't ya think?

if anyone wants to do my the favor of donating for the cam, it would be greatly appreciated! i will even take it off what you owe me for ana2. you could paypal me the $ and then i will not charge you for the next few months..for however months it is worth that you give me.
even if you only send me 2 or 3 dollars, that would help!
but i must make it clear that i am not accepting this $ for ana2 or anacam, i am accepting it for a camcorder (i must say that)

for the love of god, do NOT put in the payment that it is for ana2 or ANYTHING to do with ana2 or anacam. say it is for a donation for a camcorder!
if you mention anything to do with my website in the payment you send me i will get my account shut down permanently! so pleeeeeeeaaaaaase don't do that, pleeeeeeeaaaaaaaase.

let me repeat that just to make sure you read that part because it is SOooooooooooo IMPORTANT :)

for the love of god, do NOT put in the payment that it is for ana2 or ANYTHING to do with ana2 or anacam. say it is for a donation for a camcorder!
if you mention ANYTHING to do with my website in the payment you send me i will get my account shut down permanently! so pleeeeeeeaaaaaase don't do that, pleeeeeeeaaaaaaaase.

my paypal ID is ana101@hotmail.com

the sony dcr trv10 is the cam that i had before with the nightvision.
i thnik it would be nice to have that cam back!
no more blurry cam! and i wanna take pictures at NIGHT like i used to!

here is the link to it on ebay:

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=2964502623&category=20333&rd=1

please don't bid against me!

ok, back to cleaning and then it's over to jason's for a bit to watch some documentaries on the ocean.
i swear i only see him 3 hours a week!

2:16pm

got my yarn, yay!

these pictures don't do it justice. it so much more subtle than this.
and it has a frosty/sparkliness t it.
i love the spider yarn. she made the tiny little spiders with yarn and there are even little cocoon type things made with a frosty/sprakly yarn that she spun in. so cool! she is so patient and imaginative!
she just made a new website, too:

http://www.pluckyfluff.com/

go check out her wonderful yarn, hats, and "nubblers"!

 

1:55pm

i woke up and was happy to find that i didn't have a full blown cold.
i guess i am still in the fighting-it-off stage.

getting as much sleep as possible is always the best medicine for me.

had gross dreams that i was trying to find a good vacuum cleaner and was trying out all these really dirty nasty used onces that kept getting clogged with the tinsel i had on my floor. also dreamt i had a huge seeping boil on my thigh but couldn't afford to go to a doctor.

before that i dreamt that richard butler from the psychedic furs was an old has been and sang "love my way" in front of me really out of tune. this actually made me super happy because i love that song and i love him. and i sang along with him and i was so honoured and couldn't believe i was actually singing along to richard butler.
then he nostalgically looked over this rundown place where he had successfully played his last concert and i told him how great that concert was. he lip synched and went through motions on the empty stage as if he were reliving that moment. he didn't seem to be aware that the prime of his career was over. or if he was aware of it, he didn't seem to show it. but i think deep down inside he knew.

everyone was polite and kind to him. but when he left all the children in the school lunchroom started singing together loudly the very latest hit by the popular singer of the time. i didn't know it but i knew what it was.
i didn't know the words. i didn't really care i was still so happy i had seen richard butler.

 

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in real life, i actually did meet richard butler once. briefly.
i asked him if he were an animal, what kind of animal would he wish to be and he said "dove".

today it's all grey and cold again. and i woke up and it was snowing/sleeting.

i hope my yarn came today! i am going to go check my mail and see....

PLEASE, dear universe, let me yarn have come today.