November 10th, 2003
   
     
     

 

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11:48pm

the movie i saw was called "medea".
i can't say it was my favourite.

but it was good to see an old aquaintence of mine named bhob there :)

my mom finally deleted her lj. i have a hard time believing she won't start another, tho like all the other times.
i think i got one of her yahoo emails shut down because i reported her to abuse before i called her that night.
she will probably be majorly pissed at me for that. but she has 2 others.
i told her to be in charge of picking the counselor we will go to..because i know i will procrastinate on that because the whole thing gives me a stomache ache and i feel mighty pessimistic about it today.

i am digging the "hey ya" soing by outkast.
it makes me wanna boogie my ass off.

andre 3000 sings,"heyyyy yaaaaaa heeeyyy yaaaaa...."

*bounce bounce bounce*

i'm gonna crochet now and listen to coast to coast

 

5:32pm

 

i didn't get anything done today.

when it's grey , cold, and rainy, i cannot function well.
my switch is turned off.

i write letters in my head that i will never send to all the relatives who have done me wrong.

i wonder if going to a counselor with my mom will do ANY good at all or will only make things worse and hurt me more , in the end? i am scared.

i am going to go finisg crocheting this really cool hat i started a few days ago so i can feel i have accomplished something today.

at 7:45pm i go see a movie with my friend carolyn.

2:54pm

today i spend battling evil adware on my computer.
that shit should be illegal.
i have ad-ware 6.0 but that wouldn't get rid of all of it, so i downloaded spybot search and destroy and that got it.
i for the people who make that adware, hope their bad karma gives them all every sexually transmitted disease possible.

grrr.

after i won the battle of that, i ran down to get my mail, hoping my yarn would be here that i bought a week ago, but no..it wasn't. sad.

it's a really grey day here.

there is so much i need to get done, it's just nuts.

so now, i will turn on music and try to get stuff done...