November 9th, 2003
   
     
     

11:07pm

sorry about the blurry cam. i have some $150 in my paypal from the hats i sold,
and i'm going to try to get a camcorder on ebay with it. i hope i can find one for that price.
the last camcorder i had cost over $500. it was such a nice one.
if anyone sees one on ebay with nightvision for $150, let me know!

i'm all clean but my hair takes a billion years to dry.
my hair dryer broke so i have to go to sleep with wet hair.
no fun when it's cold, too.
did dishes and laundry and worked on a hat.

now i'm listening to last night's coast to coast with ed dames.
jason learned remote viewing from ed dames.

i'm sleepy.

5:47pm

my secret twin

 

i had a radionics analysis done on me. i don't really understand radionics so i can't explain it to you.
but here is part of what she said:

"First of all there seems to be a bit of mystery surrounding your
birth. Are you a twin or were your mother expecting twins? When you
were in the womb I see the beginning of two babies not one baby. If you came out as only one then the other disappeared, read my book “Isthmus of Time” in which I go into the missing twin syndrome. If you ever felt like you are missing something, someone, always looking for, doesn’t know what; it has to do with the missing twin syndrome.

When you were a little girl did you ever have a playmate that no
one else saw? This is the missing twin. Interesting you should change
your name for that is the name of your twin sister."

now i find that ultra freaky that she would say that because, as you know (if you pay attention to the many themes i do regarding my photography), i have a deep desire to have a twin sister. and i DO feel like all my life i have been looking for her! isn't that just WEIRD???
wow....i am floored! i am speechless!

and i did pick Ana as my name because i felt totally drawn to it and i felt maybe if i had an angel, that would be her name.

4:19pm

i know these are too many pictures of my dogs and you probaly don't care...
but i just love them so much and they are tooooo cute!!!!!
i love my little monster monkeys!
they are pure love, light and joy!
deiter is such a bacon pie. look at that rump roast!
and pooka is such a fancy push musher. look at that nose and the googly eyes!! *swoon*

i am watching the outer limits.
and i can't walk well because i have a cut on one foot from that cat the other day.
and i seem to have a small sliver in the other.

jason is at school. he has been there all day.
he was there all day yesterday , too.
poor overworked guy :(
and i miss him...

 

3:22pm

a canadian tv company contacted me and wants me to be part of a documentary they are doing on webcams.
and they are going to come and film and interview me at the end of november.
ducky doolittle and artvamp and shakti are going to be part of it, too, i believe.
very cool.
i guess this means better clean my house!

and i'll keep my hair in for a few more weeks...

 

2:22pm

i feel rather crappy today. i feel like i ran 6,000 miles in my sleep.
i can't remember what my dreams wre about, but they were exhausting.
and i keep feeling like i am fighting back getting a cold.
i'm going to go take some vitamin C, and i need to go to the store to get some food, too.