November 5th, 2003
   
     
     

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7:55pm

 

7:26pm

you can't tell what that thing i am crocheting yet is going to be (and neither can i).

 

7:00pm

 

6:18pm

i need to clean my house so i have room to take some pictures.
i have several really good ideas i need to get out of my system.

 

6:11pm

i really felt like wrting songs today but i don't have any of my music stuff hooked up.
nor do i know where i would find a place in my small apt to hook it up!
i need to rectify this but it's so overwhelming.

i felt really intense today in a good way. creative and sensual.
i wanted to dance around but i don't have room.
i need to rectify this but it's so overwhelming.

i want to dance and be limber and have tantric sex and paint all my walls red and make a movie
and make new wave songs. i need to rectify this but it's so overwhelming.

i want to sell everything i own and move to the ocean.

my face is looking older lately and i want to lose 10 more pounds.

6:01pm

i didn't get shit done today. but i did fuck myself silly then take a bath.
and i sure did need that.
pretty funny the random just said "longingly cord electric sensual".
ha.

listened to new wave all day long.
i never want to leave 1981.

now i will watch pbs, crochet, and eat a mexican tv dinner.
i'm making a really weird hat. no really...this one is really weird.

i'm seeing triple numbers again. 5:55.

3:25pm

5 people unsubscribed, and another 5 either had their credit card declined or their credit card expired.
this means $150 less for me a month.

OUCH.

i better get to making more hats...

and i must find my cheques so i can write up a rent cheque.
paid off my server bill today, thanks to hat selling.
now i need $ for the electric bill and some food.

2:01pm

i slept til 1pm today. i feel a tiny bit less rundown having done that.
was up until 4am, tho listening to coast to coast.
it was a really ineresting one but i kept falling asleep during it.

tonight it's william henry on coast to coast! you should listen to that one,
that one will be very good!

today i will work on getting some hats in the mail and CLEAN my house a bit.
and unpack!

another cold grey day...

oh...and i must pay my rent...gack.