November
5th, 2003 |
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7:55pm
7:26pm
you can't tell what that thing i am crocheting yet is going to be (and neither can i).
7:00pm
6:18pm
i need to clean my house so i have
room to take some pictures.
i have several really good ideas i need to get out of my system.
6:11pm
i really felt like wrting songs today
but i don't have any of my music stuff hooked up.
nor do i know where i would find a place in my small apt to hook it up!
i need to rectify this but it's so overwhelming.
i felt really intense today in a
good way. creative and sensual.
i wanted to dance around but i don't have room.
i need to rectify this but it's so overwhelming.
i want to dance and be limber and
have tantric sex and paint all my walls red and make a movie
and make new wave songs. i need to rectify this but it's so overwhelming.
i want to sell everything i own and move to the ocean.
my face is looking older lately and
i want to lose 10 more pounds.
6:01pm
i didn't get shit done today. but
i did fuck myself silly then take a bath.
and i sure did need that.
pretty funny the random just said "longingly cord electric sensual".
ha.
listened to new wave all day long.
i never want to leave 1981.
now i will watch pbs, crochet, and
eat a mexican tv dinner.
i'm making a really weird hat. no really...this one is really weird.
i'm seeing triple numbers again. 5:55.
3:25pm
5 people unsubscribed, and another
5 either had their credit card declined or their credit card expired.
this means $150 less for me a month.
OUCH.
i better get to making more hats...
and i must find my cheques so i can
write up a rent cheque.
paid off my server bill today, thanks to hat selling.
now i need $ for the electric bill and some food.
2:01pm
i slept til 1pm today. i feel a tiny
bit less rundown having done that.
was up until 4am, tho listening to coast to coast.
it was a really ineresting one but i kept falling asleep during it.
tonight it's william henry on coast
to coast! you should listen to that one,
that one will be very good!
today i will work on getting some
hats in the mail and CLEAN my house a bit.
and unpack!
another cold grey day...
oh...and i must pay my rent...gack.