September 28th, 2003
   
     
     

11:16pm

it's only 41 degrees out.
can u believe it?

11:07pm

jason got my cam working again!
who knows how long it will last?
i am still going to get cords for the other cam so i have it on hand for the next time this one stops working.
we can only get it to wor by pushing many of it's buttons in a certain order that seem to have no logical connection to making it work or not work....

strange....

7:24pm

my cam died :(
at least i got several years out of it!

i have one that someone sent me but i don't have the right kind of cord for it to plug it in.
i will get a cord for it ASAP! i don't even know what the one i got for free looks like when it's working. it's a weird kind of surveillance looking thing, but it is digital..so it may look really nice.

it irritates and depresses me to no end that the bit of extra $ i was hoping to keep as a tiny financial cushion for the next month will now be gone if i have to buy a new camera. it's just not fair at all. :(
i really hope i will not have to do that. why does life have to be so difficult sometimes?

jason is all bummed today , too because work and school is just too much for him.
even on his day off today, he had to go do some school thing for hours, and now as he came home, i can't even see him because he has at least 6 hours of homework to do, he says.

but there is nothing i can do about any of this now...

so i am going to read my book "holy fire"
and drink some apple cinnamon tea with honey.

thank you for your patience with these latest technical mishaps.
i really appreciate it! and i'll make it up to you.