August 23rd, 2003
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6:08pm

jason finally got home. we are going to go have some dinner and then i will be back!

here's a funny random:

transexual erotic zebra desperately

4:03pm

my dad's living room

 

3:58pm

what am i thinking? the p.o. box isn't open today..it's saturday! i think i thought it was a weekday because jason is at work.

it's really windy outside. my windows are screeling.

2:38pm

i still have to get all those pix i took at my dad's off my laptop so i can put them in here. waaaaa. only 4 pictures fit on a floppy disc at a time. it takes forever! blargity blarg.

you know you are just going to get one of those anagrams with 50 billion pictures in them all of a sudden. maybe it will be this one, today.

and i have to get a camgrabber software onto this computer because it's still on the one out on the "livingroom". which means i have to email or floppy disc the pix back into my bedroom to put up here.

today i must clean more, too.

jason had t go into work today and he's going to be there until 4pm.
my poor guy. i worry about him because he didn't eat yesterday and i asked him if he ate today and he hadn't yet! gah.
he said he'd go get some chex mix out of the vending machine at work.
he really has to stop eating nothing! no wonder he feels his brain isn't working in top form. my poor little creature.

i don't know what kind of condition he'll be in when he gets home. last night he got in at 9pm and he was seriously fried.

so i don't know if we will be spending time together today or not.

also, my mom emailed me again 2 times. saying something to the effect that i should write her if ever i decide i need a mother (PUKE) and then apologized if she had done anything to hurt me (PUKE).

her words mean jack shit to me as her actions are the complete opposite of her words. and she's said those words before then goes off on me 2 days later. she also posts in her journal that she is NOT sorry...so what does she take me for...an idiot? yes, she does.

just the mere fact that she is still emailing me is the hugest "fuck you" to me.

anyway...

in GOOD news i have lost another pound so at this moment i weigh 111.

i'm not even trying to lose weight so this totally rocks.

it may seem to you that i am in a bad mood today, actually that is not true... i am in a feisty mood. and i feel very positive today.

i think the biggest reason i feel positive is that 30 people signed up to ana2! this means i can pay rent on time and also my phone and electricity on time and not get behind as i have on other months. i was a bit freaked about money since i had to renew anacam.com and ana2.com which was 70 bucks and buy the pink mouse image organizer for 50 bucks so i could make my thumbnails with html pages for you without taking 6 hours to do it.

and since i took the anamates off i saved $50 this month on storage fees and with the $ i made from selling the green furry beret, i paid one of my server bills already so that feels very good!

this week i am going to get up a smaller anamtes page with revolving anamates. also i will see if i can set up a second cam. i found some of the installation discs for those cheapie logitech cams.

but before i do this i need to clean more and i need to eat something.

and i need to get to the p.o. to mail another package.

if ever you do see me, briefly, with clothes on, it's just because i have to put on clothes to go outside and do errands :)

oh! and as a gift jason bought me a plane ticket to virginia! we are going there in october! there is another remote viewing conference but i am not going to be going to that but rather lounging at the ocean while he goes. I NEED TO SEE THE OCEAN!! so healing for me! i am beyond ecstatic!

what is the weather like on the ocean there in october?