August 16th, 2003
   
     
     

11:49pm

spun up 2 things of yarn. both super yummy pix later.

i forgot i bought some peach sorbet today and also some mango sorbet! oo, i willl try both now!

i have a good life!

it was sooo hot today. it is beyond hot. wayyy too hot to go outside.

so you think i'm crazy , don't you, because of the moon thing? :)

 

5:30pm

i may have to take the food in my fridge to my dad's with me! i don't want it to spoil and go to waste. i didn't even think of that. it takes so much planning just to leave for a few days. and i haven't started doing anything about it yet..just thinking about it and worrying. i am so weird. i'm totally looking forward to going...i am just such a homebody...i have to make sure i have everything with me that i need and make sure everything is ready on all ends.

more of my spinning fiber came today and it just fills me with glee! too bad i have to sell it and can't hord it all to myself. i am like golum in lord of the rings with this stuff..." my prrreciousssssss..."
i could be a profession horder. i am so good at that.

my stomache is really gurgly today. i am so nervous.

i got to sleep at 3:30am last night so that is a slight improvement over 6am or 8am.
now if i could just get to bed by midnight tonight i will feel good.

i have been watching this movie called "the disclosure project" which is about the government coverup of the whole ufo thing. it's all interviews with gov officials and such. it's excellent. pretty much everything in it , so far, i knew...except for that there ARE men on the moon, there is a HUGE base on the dark side and the gov has PIX of it. and there os also water and an atmosphere on it.

so...i am TOTALLY freaked on that now. i don't know why i am. i mean, extraterrestrials are on EARTH...how much closer can you get? they abduct my friends. but...the MOON...how perfect! i mean what a great place to "hide" in full view.

no one thinks about the moon much because we take it for granted and we have been so lead to believe it is a dead lifeless thing.

but ya, why DID we stop sending people to the moon? both the soviets and us. and why did we, during the COLD WAR decide to stop having a "space race" and team up and build a skylab? hmmm.

and why in 1998 did they finally say to us that the moon DOES have water. water means an atmosphere and gravity to hold it down.

and did you know that the moon is HOLLOW? for it to be as big as that and have the gravity it does..it would HAVE to be hollow. and carl sagan said that a NATURAL sattelite cannot be hollow.

also did you know that the earth is 4.5 billion years old..but some of the rocks on the moon were tested to be over 2 billion years older than that? and that the dust on the moon is a few billion years even older? hmmm. makes you wonder...where DID the moon come from?

apollo 13 went up to the moon to try out a nuclear bomb. and the moon people supposedly kicked our earth ass. we haven't been back to the moon since.

oh, and when we first landed on the moon and put the flag in the soil..and it was on tv...the flag waved in a breeze! that can't happen without an atmosphere. all other flags since have been wired so that they are stiff and cannot be waved in a breeze. hmmm.