August 15th, 2003
    
     
     

7:46pm

i have to get my sleeping schedule more normal. i'm goig to try to really hard to get to sleep early tonight even tho i got up at 3:30pm. good luck to me.

been cleaning today a bit. jaosn's home. so much to do and i already have to start getting to go to bed, even tho i have been spending the last few hours getting UP.

this weekend will be spent getting ready to go to my dad's and spending time with jason.

and crocheting arm warmers to make money.

i wish i had time to write more but i am way too busy at this moment...

but i do have time to say this:

The toxic fallout of 9/11
"Despite early assurances from the Bush administration, new studies are finding alarming health problems and risks related to the cloud of debris that enveloped lower Manhattan."

i would suggest that you go to http://www.salon.com and read this article. you can receive their FREE "daypass" to read the entire article. if you live in NYC, i would read this for sure.

it makes me angry that the government can come up with so much money to destroy and rebuild iraq, but it cannot take the time and come up with the money needed to rebuild NYC. sure, to clean up every building of the toxic waste is expensive and time consuming...but we can spend 3 billion dollars a month to occupy iraq without even blinking an eye?

never again will i believe that the government doesn't have the money for this programme or that programme...like education, proper medical care, etc etc etc. when it can just come up with billions and billions of dollars for the whole iraq thing.

how can the government whine about things costing too much that are CRUCIAL (like healthcare)...and then turn around and spend 3 billion a month to occupy iraq? where did that money come from?

how can the government not clean up NYC of the toxic waste?

what...that would COST too much?

how is it that it is THIS insane?

what makes us think we can get away with this shit without it turning around to bite us in the ass?

how can it all be THIS stupid?

we can't even take care of our OWN people let alone having the audacity to think we can just go destroy a whole different country and rebuild it.

i'm not saying to never reach out to humanity beyond us...
but fuck...OUR energy grid is fuct...and the government won't even clean up the toxic crap in nyc!

what makes us think we can do even a remotely ok job somewhere else?

hello?

and what's with us setting up universal healthcare in iraq when we don't even have that here?

what the hell?

i'm not saying we should get out of iraq now. we really screwed that place up and leaving it high and dry would hardly be a humane thing to do...although...who knows which is the lesser evil at this point...

gah. this all makes me so angry.

and....

 

 

 

holy crap...what is up with that creepy limp biskit video "eat you alive"? uh..ya. stalkerville.
god, they suck.

 

 

 

and...

 

i don't know for how much longer i can handle being a brunette. i am a platinum blonde at heart. mussst...not...bleeeach...my..hairrr...trying to..hang...on....
all you brunettes out there, help me, give me strength...

 

:)