August 4th, 2003
   
     
     

9:09pm

the dogs cheered me up. i love my dogs :)
i still might go sleep at jason's tho...

i'll get the pictures up tomorrow. i can't bear to sit here at the computer for hours.

8:35pm

i miss jason. maybe i will go sleep in his bed tonight because i miss him.
i miss him so much, it's stupid. i really need a hug from him right now.

i got my taxes figured out for 1999. instead of me oweing the state tax of 1,600...they owe ME $48.
i love my accountant.

 

8:29pm

i got out for a walk. but i think it depressed me more than it cheered me up because it made me sad for all the days i missed...wish is SO not "here and now" and then that made me pissed at myself for not being able tobe alive in the present moment..which just started a downward spiral from there.

i don't know.

today sucked.

i wish i could just go to bed now.

i too some pictures, but they are all uninspired.

5:45pm

sweet red peppers and brocolli for breakfast.

i have to try to stay off the computer today a bit more than i did yesterday.

i'm not getting anything done...i'm turning into a zombie...

although i did spin for 6 hours after midnight. was up until 8am.

i have to get outside and go for a walk for my wellbeing. i feel like i'm in a cardboard box.

5:03pm

this pisses me off.
you know that guy is just making that up because the conservatives are too scared that the vote is going to go in the bishop's favour, and therefore hastening the gay marriage thing.
gah. people SUCK. i can smell this rat a mile away. how very christian.

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what a pigfucker.

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The Bush Administration's Top 40 Lies About War and Terrorism

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"For example, a U.S. oil company benefiting from human rights abuses, no matter how egregious, apparently falls within the Order's immunity from suit. Similarly, the Order purports to protect any assets derived from Iraqi oil from judgment, garnishment, or any other seizure in U.S. courts. For example, if a corporate entity or an individual engages in criminal activity in the U.S., its assets traceable to Iraqi oil are protected by this order. The list of situations in which a person or corporation could get away with, if not murder, then at least millions, is endless."