i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed this wallpaper!!!!

and

ikea.com rocks my world. so much nice furniture that isn't overpriced! i wish to god there was a store near me! some of the stuff i can order online, tho. i just hope that the stuff i want i can order online or i will cry. not that i can afford anything there yet. but someday!

well, i'm going to be moving again! into a better partment in the same building because i can take NO more of this hellhole i am in now! yay!

the apartment is the same size as this one but it has southern exposure (mine now is east) and it is on a higher floor and it has a FANTASTIC view! no more looking at a brick wall and a parking lot!

i will have bigger windows and TWICE as many windows as i have now, as well. so there is SO much more light and it is not claustrophobic like this one i am in now is.

it's going to cost about $100 more. but it will be well worth it to regain my sanity!

now i have to come up with a $200 fee for a moving transfer in this building and i have to come up with $300 for movers.

i may have to go sell my musical instruments or something for the money to move. i don't know.

I AM SO EXCITED TO SAY GOODBYE TO THIS STUPID APARTMENT!!!!!!

also, i have more hope for organization in the last day. i've discovered those modular cubes you can buy and i found some for $30 each online so i can add those to my wire shelving to make my shelves more effecient. it'll be some time before i can afford to go buy them, but at least i know now what i want to do and that this will, hopefully, fix some of the storage problem i have.

at least i see a way out.

i think i will sell my piano to move. and if i also get rid of my bed and my sofa (and save up later for a sofabed), i can have much more room and i think that i can make most of my stuff fit into the livingroom of my new apartment and THAT way i can leave the bedroom very sparse! nice to have a sparse room for once! i hope i can achieve this!

i wish i were big and strong and could take out my couch and bed right NOW!