anagram 12.09.98

it was just one of those days. a really grey stay in your pajamas and watch movies kind of day. jason has been reading a book about photoshop all day. it's a 900 page book..he's on page 150. he's learning all these neat tricks. i'm still trying 2 figure out the free version of paint shop pro! oh, the movie we watched today..dr.doolittle with eddie murphy. we thought it was going 2 b a remake, but it wasn't. it was annoying. the animals in it weren't likeable at all. i kinda had a feeling it might b bad..but oh well. i hope u will like the strange cat drawing i did today. what they say about my mental state..i do not know! frenzied? loose? busy? playful? claustrophobic? i just like that i'm able to draw without feeling that i'm wasting valuable art supplies. i can doodle away just for the fun of it. and drawing everyday so far has been relaxing 4 me. the cartoon channel is blasting in the background. jason is typing furiously away at something. i am typing this. deiter just pooped in the wrong place. now they're playing with squeaky toys. i didn't really want 2 get out of bed today. and that's what i feel like doing again, just going back into the bed and curling up and watching cartoons or something. hibernation. coldness is here. time 4 hot tea. that's about it. not too much to say today, and i'm grateful for that. sometimes it's good to just be quiet, unlike the meowing drawing. hmmm, why did i draw that? dunno. just did. it's what came out. kind of like stream of consciousness drawing. maybe that's what i'll write in here, too sometimes..i want to start doing stream of consciousness writing again. that is so fun? have u ever tried that? writing the first things that come to your mind..not censoring it or trying to make sense, just writing down each stream of words as it comes. u can find out a lot about yourself when u do that. if u feel like it...do some stream of consciousness writing in anarchy :) luv and learning new things at your own pace, ana