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beauty because of and despite anxiety
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[06 Oct 2001|05:51pm]
sad today. relationship troubles. working it out. exhausting for both of us.

[06 Oct 2001|10:46pm]
i think i'll be back to "normal" soon. spending lots of time with jason this weekend.
i'll be back being on my cam and doing fun cam things by tomorrow night. thanks for your patience :)

[07 Oct 2001|03:03pm]
i'm at jason's watching the war unfold on cnn

[08 Oct 2001|02:05pm]
ok i'm back i'm back i'm back
back to my house back to life back to cleaning back to creativity

[08 Oct 2001|02:35pm]
it's hard for me to get on with my life when we are bombing the shit out of one of the poorest countries of the world. (even if it is for the "greater good" )

still....what i am going to try to do today is make dance compilation tapes that i can dance around my house to because i need to get off my sad ass and boogie or i'll go mad.

[08 Oct 2001|04:44pm]
bummer. i can't make a compliation tape because my tape player is screwed.
argh. i just don't know what to do now. that's all i wanted to do. i needed to do that soooo much. blarg. ufff. grrrr.
i know that is nothing to complain about. but grrr anyway.

[08 Oct 2001|05:20pm]
ok, i've got to just keep plugging forward. i now am going to look for the cd burner i have and try to install it. i hope i still have all the parts

update:
can't find connecting cables. i'm watching the news

next i'm going to get another computer going...get my scanner working on it and plug in a connectixcam for another cam for ana2

keep on keeping on...

[08 Oct 2001|06:11pm]
anxiety.

breathe...breathe...breathe...

[08 Oct 2001|06:14pm]
i am making a few beautiful pictures on my cam because of and despite my anxiety

[08 Oct 2001|07:55pm]
[ mood | loved ]

jason gave me some pink roses to cheer me up :) and is helping me with my computer :)

ah, he got my computer to recognize the ethernet card and get connected to my hub. now i can hook up a connectix cam onto it.

and he kissed me many times on the forehead. i feel much better. i love him so much :)

and bobby z is sending me the parachute for my bed :) i think i will put all the mannequins facing my bed and then lay the parachute on top of the mannequins and the bed creating a tent over my bed :)