anagram 10.06.99

here are some pix that were taken when tony was taking my photo long ago in my old apartment ( god, i miss that bathtub ) for the tomorrow magazine from germany. i think some of these photos are too dark and not very flattering, but they have their good points, too...so i'm showing them 2 u :) i just look so brooding in some of them. but i wasn't, it's just the angle and bad lighting.i thought i better get to scanning some photos 'cause i haven't made any good pix on the cam lately! so i should get off my lazy ass and scan baby scan!

here is one of my fave photos of my band The Blue Up? we were in NYC at this time for photo shoots or something. i think this was in 1994 or 5. and we went to a party that Firehose were playing at and thurston moore from sonic youth was playing with them, too. but he was very non-talkative so i never even said hi to him even though we were sitting right next to each other on the floor. he was giving off that "do not talk to me" vibe. so, as we were being led into the party, there was a room that a photographer was taking pix of people in. so he quickly took are picture and renee, carolyn and i ( carolyn is on the left she is the bass player and renee is on the right and she is thr drummer ) had had a few beers so we were mellow. and i like this photo cause it captures renee and carolyn in a relaxed state where they are not wondering how to pose or where to look. it's just so natural and nice :) i think i showed this picture to renee though and she didn't like it :( but renee doesn't like many photos she's in. but i just LOVE this photo :) my little band-tribe :) i miss it.

and right below is some pix of me watching tv in bed. they turned out so dreamy so i made this "anapic". sorry it's so long of a picture!

it's 71 degrees outside so i'm REALLY going to try to go outside for a walk today after i get this anagram up. it's 3pm now and the days are getting so short now :(

loks like i WILL be interviewing tori on the 20th in NYC! but it will not be live, they want to do editing to it and production stuff, which i think is rather silly cause streaming is always so small and pixelated. i don't kow when it will be shown and i don't get to show the premeire of it on anacam, but i asked if i could put an archive up. so i'm waiting to hear back on that :) but you'll be able to watch it unfold on my cam :) yay!

and i think right before that i'm going to go to jennifer from jennicams party! so i think that will be so cool! i am really excited! i might be leaving around the 17th or so.
so i've been thinking a lot about that and just flipping out on how cool it is and trying to think up questions to ask tori! ack, just typing this out makes my stomache hurt because i am so nervous!

so...that is all for now! must go take a shower, eat something and get outside to enjoy one of the last nice days outside for quite awhile!
oh wait..one more thing i just..scanned the extensions that got ripped out of my head accidentally the other day! i just am showing u the parts where they were attached to my head! here they are: my extensions