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[06 Sep 2001|12:17pm]
today is the first day in awhile where i didn't wake up with gut wrenching
anxiety and a feeling of being trapped and overwhelmed. maybe that will kick
in later...but for now i will enjoy this. it's even really grey outide which
would normally make me want to crawl right back into bed, but i feel averagely
awake.
since i now have all the anacam business stuff down here, instead of at jason's...i
am now going to go deal with that. those computers are on the floor at the
other side of the room. today i'll also move those computers to over here
on my desk. i will also pay my bills today and put the cassettes that are
on my floor into the new japanese chest of drawers, where they belong now.
if i can just get these things done i will feel good that i have accomplished
my goals today. and if i have any energy left over to do other things, then...bonus.
i don't remember any of my dreams lately, which is odd. although they still
leave a residue behind of odd feelings that can't be defined.
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[06 Sep 2001|03:33pm]
i'm trying to keep moving so that i don't fall into a heap of despair on the
floor. did the batches, paid a bill. now i'm doing some laundry and dying
my roots blonde. perhaps after i wash this out of my hair i'll attempt to
go outside. of course, my day is not as shallow as that sounds. my mind is
spinning with a million things of every degree from a-z.
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[06 Sep 2001|06:04pm]
i got outside and got one big errand done. it's hot and humid out there even
tho it's grey. and it's sprinkling. i love the smell of rain on warm cement
:)
i still have to do another errand, which is get the dogs and i some food.
this is probably not exciting to you, but it is to me. :)
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SOCK MONKEY! [06 Sep 2001|06:37pm]
my very own sock monkey was sent to me by scott l. !!! it's cutest factor
is off the scale and it made me smile for the first time all day. and not
just a little smile, but a smile i felt all the way inside :) thank you scott!!!!
i will take many pictures of him and introduce him to the household! :))
i am going to name him nockers!
after knockers the klown ( http://www.knockerstheklown.com ) since she is
the one who exposed me as the pervert monkey toucher that i am. maybe someday
nockers can meet her monkeys because she has 15 sock monkeys i think! :)
AND i got a brand spankin' new goddess kring video! what could be better
to make me smile even more??? thanks kring-o-ling! ding ding sing!
http://www.shannonkringen.com
AND cydniey buffers sent me some hooker stuff (w00t!) and CANDY! :) thanks cydniey!!! http://www.fabulousdisaster.com
AND i got a tape of a documentary about william gibson called "no maps
for these territories" which is not out yet but shall be soon :) the
movie was made by mark neale and the website ( which isn't done yet ) for
the movie is at www.nomaps.com
and i there is a tiny bit about me in there 'cause mr. gibson watched my cam
at one time ( and maybe still does..i have no idea ) so i am very curious
to watch it!
AND last but not least my dear mom sent me an article about cussin' ( 'cause i 'cuss dammit ). it says here " excessive use of expletives reflects careless thinking and lack of control, not only in verbal reactions but of attitude"
www.THANKS-SO-FUCKING-MUCH-MOM/selfesteem/grindmyteeth.exe
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[06 Sep 2001|09:07pm]
pretty soon jason gets home. today he had his first college class as he works
towards his master's degree. i'm so proud of him :) i can't wait until he
gets home and tells me all about it :)
and right when he gets home he has to pack because he is leaving in the morning
to get on a plane and won't be back until monday. argh. he is always leaving
on planes :( i will miss him terribly :(
but i will watch his cable tv while he is away and play with his robots :)