anagram 08.15.99

well, i have been making no cool cam pictures pretty much since i got back from my dad's. dunno. just lots going on in my head. so i'm stealing pix from other cams! i hope they don't kill me! but the first three are from charitycam.org i think they are the SWEETEST pictures! charity and cpr met in my IRC channel :) cpr has been there since the beginning of my cam. in fact, he was the very first one 2 archive me and u can see his archive in the analinks section. he had hair down 2 his waist until today, charity shaved it all off! i came into IRC too late, but i saw that i'd missed it live on the cam, so <insert mystery person> dcced me some pix that were saved :) i just love those three pictures so much! i can't believe cpr went from waist length hair to bald!!! see what we miss when we're not paying attention??

while charity was nude shaving cpr, i was making teeny weeny anacam banners for HOURS. there is this camgirl banner exchange programme that peepingmoe.com set up. so i've decided 2 finally take part in that. so i've been making banners. which one do u like best? it's REALLY hard to make them that small! it's like trying 2 sum up anacam in one word.

if u click on the little anacam banners up there it'll take u to some cool links i've found

then the 4th picture is oleg, from IRC. he has also been with me since the beginning of my cam and i haven't seen a picture of him until now! can u believe? wow, it's SO weird 2 talk 2 someone for two years then finally see them! he look a lot less grouchy than i though he would! hehe :)that picture was taken at www.latitude11.com

i am thinking that i will put a page on ana2 that is like the universal sleep station..but has cams from members of ana2. those with cams can log on and off when they are live. what do u think? u can check up on everyone! that is, if those with cams decide 2 participate!

the other pix are, as u can see, xrays of breast implants. i think they look pretty weird and cool! i want an x ray machine!

today was partly really shitty and draining because i was fighting through email with one of my very good friends.he totally went psycho on me, so that was just exhausting and horrid. i don't think we'll ever be friends again. :(

and i watched that movie "menace to society" wow, was THAT depressing. now it's 5am.

oh, and i became part of the camgirl ring. i added the code to the analinks section. i also added links to peepingmoe.com and homecams.com

ok, i'm gonna get this anagram up then try to get tired.

oh and here's a scan of my pubic hair

oh wait..and another reason today was sucky was that i was so out of it from yesterday. yesterday i had a frickin migraine and laid in bed all day. hurt so much i threw up. gadz. so here i went though all this hell getting off amitriptilyne, being totally out of whack...and for no good reason. fuck. i don't know what 2 do now. if i should go back on it or stay off and try to find other ways to stop. but i HAVE looked for other ways and that is the only one that has worked so far :( argh. i don't want to have 2 take that pill every day until menopause or something. really depressing. i guess i should just be thankful that i DID find a drug that'd work. so many suffer from migraines and haven't found a cure yet.