anagram080601

[06 Aug 2001|01:55am]
i'm trying out a new javascript refresh on anacam so that only the picture refreshes and not the page. it may look like the picture is not refreshing when nothing is moving on cam, but it is refreshing, it's just doing it a lot faster.

also, the floatcam link on the menu of the main page works again, and teh picture is now resizable :) and that is still working on the old kind of refresh.

i had something else to tell you, but now i've forgotten!

http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=8256224&nc=3
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and these make me feel uncomfortable and weird:
http://www.livejournal.com/talkpost.bml?itemid=8245572
and
http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=8244269&nc=8
and
http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=8197815&nc=7
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intimate [06 Aug 2001|07:09pm]
i might take off the comment feature. i'm not sure yet. the reason for this is that i am really getting drained by all the competiveness and jealousy and pettiness and jerry springer type atmosphere that having a forum brings. i think i might go back to communicating by having a journal that is not also a bbs..like the analogs. and then if people wish to comment, they can email me. i am getting weary and paranoid and guilty that i do not always respond to everyone. it seems to cause so much tension and certain people clammering for some sort of heirarchy. that's why i do not even go in my chat channel anymore. i'm tired of the hierarchy it almost always inevitably forms. i don't want anyone anymore to know who i talk to and who i don't or all that. i don't want anymore competing, jealousy, feeling bad, me feeling guilty for not responding, me trying to make people feel better if they feel that i do not give them enough attention or what not. i want to go back to one on one communication via email perhaps. when a person wants to talk with me about something, i want them to feel free to write me an email so that they do not feel that they are under the spotlight by 1,000 other people in what they choose to say. it shouldn't be a competition.. there shouldn't be anyone feeling bad that maybe their post wasn't interesting enough or clever enough to get ANYONE's attention at all. i want to completely remove that feeling from my website. this is just me trying something new. i don't know exactly what i'm doing. i'm shifting the furniture around. please do not think that i am retreating. i am simply wanting a more intimate feel. i want people to feel freer in expressing themselves to me. the last thing anyone needs when wanting to talk about something is 1,000 or more other people looking at what was said and judging it. i mean, ya, that's cool sometimes...group discussion...as u know i am TOTALLY into that. but i think i'd like to tone things down a bit now and have a more safe intimate one on one relationships with people so that i can rid of all this hierarchal jealousy insecurity stuff.
my email is ana@voog.com
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new tori song! [06 Aug 2001|11:45pm]
fuck. she kills me everytime. mmmmmmmmmmmm.

http://www.toriamos.com
http://www.rainn.org

(the song is a cover of neil young's "heart of gold)