anagram 070201

[02 Jul 2001|05:06am]
i was up all night again trying to figure out html and what to do about iframes and stuff. i took them down because not enough people could see them. i had a headache and anxiety all night so that's why i'm still up. i see the stacy had the same problem. i just refuse to take a trazedone to go to sleep. i only want to sleep a night, not three days.

taupe? [02 Jul 2001|07:36am]
i think i'm in the mood for a more subtle, toned down, earthy, classy colour scheme for my site. so...as u can see, i am starting to experiment with that. i hope everyone can see this colour on their screen. it's #605a4a...which a taupe colour (greyish-brownish), and the text should all be white except for the comments links, which are peach...is that what u see?...oh wait...i don't see the subjects..damn....hold on....

this caption doesn't show up on my livejournal. ack. [02 Jul 2001|12:32pm]
i wrote this sentence in my subject:
"this caption doesn't show up on my livejournal. ack."
fuck. if it's not one thing it's another. i have no idea how to fix that :( i have a terrible migraine, too. i haven't had one of those in a long time. i hope it is just my body adjusting to having no sugar. i was up until 8am 'cause my head hurt so much and then i had a fitful 4 hours of sleep filled with uncomfortable dreams. today i weigh 119.4, bodyfat: 32.8. i have no desire to do anything except stay in bed until at least my headache goes away. usually neurontin would help my headaches, too..but now it has no effect , plus it does nothing for my anxiety anymore...so there really is no point in me taking it at all now, i guess. i just want to ride this out and come out on the other side. i ate some string cheese.
if this colour scheme looks totally wack...could u send me a printscreen of it so i can see what it's doing on your computer. i'm gonna take a printscreen now and show u what i see...hold on...

[02 Jul 2001|02:52pm]
carbsolutions high protien drinks are disgusting.
my headache is finally starting to go away and i'm feeling a bit less anxious. i'm still staying in bed tho 'cause i feel like it. during my bouts of feeling better i'm sorting through many campix for new anagrams, and there are lots of nice pictures i've made lately.
i'm really liking this taupe colour. it's my new black. i'm getting sick of black all over my webpage. this taupe colour makes me feel calmer and lighter. i'm also pretty sick of the whole arial font. this font seems more earthy too, like a nice old book or typewriter :)

[02 Jul 2001|03:12pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

the overripe mango on my desk taunts me.

[02 Jul 2001|05:41pm]
i am so uncomfortable. i want to crawl out of my skin.
i'm watching a documentary about r.e.m.

[02 Jul 2001|06:48pm]
FUCK it, i give up. i'm taking a trazedone. i'd rather sleep for 3 days than be this fucking nervous. whatever! aaaa!!!! i'm going up to jason's. i'm losing my mind laying on this bed listening to the dogs chew on things.

[02 Jul 2001|10:00pm]
i'm feeling better now that i took it.
i watched sex and the city for the first time, and...i liked it. so sue me :)
now i'm going watch 6 feet under , which is my new fave tv show. it's on hbo! have u seen it?
i hope i don't stay awake all night again