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do u have any good groupie stories? [20 Jun 2001|12:25pm]
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cyberpup sent me an apology. i accept :)
i accept kendryk's apology , as well. :)
i hope that charity will accept my apology for whatever she feels i have done wrongly to her :(
it feels good to have a few friends back. i hope we can put the past behind us and move forward.
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jennifer sent me a hub to borrow! thank u jennifer, oh guardian angel of computerdom!
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i had horrible horrible dreams last night. i woke up screaming thinking a monster was trying to enter my body by attaching itself to my back and soaking in.

and then i had a dream that sebastian died of suffocation. and i just cried and cried and cried as if i had lost a child.

fuck.
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i'm watching a rockumentary about brain setzer. i love him :) when i was young ( i wondered when i'd reach the point when i'd write, "when i was young. lol! it's not as painful as i thought it would be :)
, my friends and i went to see the stray cats at the northrop. it was amazing and we screamed the whole way through and afterwards we rushed the stage and picked up the bass players cigarette butts and smoked them.
we weren't really THAT nuts for the band, i mean we loved them a lot...but i think we just wanted to see what it would be like to be out of control groupies :)

do you have any good groupie stories?
i live for stories :)

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charity, i apologize to you for whatever wrong you feel i have done to you.

i don't know why you are saying such cruel things about me :(
i've never done anything but be kind to you. when you fwd me things in email, i fwd them on...even the one from a month ago when you fwd me that letter from robert redford about alaska...i posted it in my forums. when you were sad about cpr, i tried my best to console you...and we had a deal that you'd give me your free handmade soap in return for free ana2. i was at your side during the whole artv thing and even lost my friendship with them because i defended you. THANK YOU for your soap that you gave me three times. i REALLY loved it and you know that i thanked you and even made pictures from it, especially the fizzy stuff. i always plugged your cam whenever i had the opportunity. i even STILL link to you in my links section.
i don't know why you are being so mean to me. i gave you free ana2 until just a week ago..which i think is about 2 or more years of free ana2...i'm not sure, i wasn't keeping track. and i didn't even take you off of free ana2 because of the things you are saying about me now, which break my heart. i took you off because i seriously didn't know if you were logging in anymore, i hadn't heard from you in so long. i was wondering if maybe you wanted a new username and password..so i deleted your old one and i was going to email you about a new password..and then WEIRDLY , the next day, i see these things you have written about me about how i have taken from you and given nothing in return or something?? :( what??
was it because i took you off from free ana2 for a DAY??? i am so confused. i don't know what to say except for that if i have done anything to offend you, i am VERY sorry. i never intentionally meant to hurt you, if you think i have done so...i am really really at a loss over what i have done. i am sorry that i did not always stay in touch with you, but i don't really think that warrants this extreme cruelty from you now :(
and we had MANY discussions about how we BOTH felt overwhelmed by trying to keep in touch with everyone and how everyone wants a personal email all the time and how we were drained by that and how we tried our best always. so i THOUGHT we were in the same position and knew where each other was coming from? i thought we were the same and had an understanding. you'd come and post on my bbs and i'd say hey! cool post!....i just don't know what on earth i've done for you to attack me so viciously :( you have really hurt me.
please accept my apology for whatever you are mad at me about. i would never intentionally try to hurt you. that would be the farthest thing form my mind

(ana 2001-06-20 12:18 (from 208.42.90.101) (link) i have no idea what you mean about how i posted something about a friend's only post that charity made! is this why she's mad at me??? what post are you referring to? i am really confused! i would never intentionally do anything like that! (?????????) if i did such a thing i am extremely sorry! i REALLY do not know what you are talking about! how did i get a hold of a friends only post of hers when i'm not on her friends list??? truly! i am really at a loss here over what this is about! ://// as far as gregg is concerned...i didn't post ANYTHING in his journal. but if he wants to go over to stacy's LJ and post all over the place a bunch of crap after he told HER not to get in touch with him (therefore breaking HIS rule)...then u bet your bottom dollar i'm gonna stand by stacy, my best friend, and rip him a new asshole. HE was HARRASSING her in HER own journal and i have stacy's A-OK to put him in his place. )

(y'know...i know exactly how stacy feels about what i did unless you've talked to her on the phone after i did and know something i don't. what i don't want is stacy harmed, and she appreciates that.)

(look, whoever you are...stacy is my friend. i THINK i know her a BIT more than you do so bug off.)

(ya, but i still don't get what is going on...i mean...she posted in cyberpup's LJ that she agreed with a mean thing that he said (and now retracts)...it was hardly private. and all i said was i was sorry that she felt that way and was confused. i never sent anyone after her or anything(???) y'know? i think i have a right to post that he agreeing with cyberpup hurt my feelings :( i didn't dog on her or anything! :( but ya, that post of charity's that gabby linked to...that...really confuses me and truly hurts.)

(i'm sorry i didn't write you back in emails as much as you would have liked. i have no idea what you are referring to when u say that u moved from one category to another afer there was something i wanted from you that i didn't get. :( it would have been nice if you could have told me you were hurt and why instead of holding it in for a year and then letting it out in a very cruel and public way. but i guess if u wanted to hurt me as some sort of eye for an eye thing, then your plan succeeded. :( i never meant to hurt you. :( i'm sorry.)

(first of all. your "advice" doesn't apply, since i was not responding to anything she wrote in private. since she said quite a few CRUEL things about me in a VERY PUBLIC place (which she has NOW made private AFTER i wrote my apology to her), i thought it best to respond with my apology in a public place, as well. since she told "the world" she was mad at me, i think it's fitting to tell "the world" that i am sorry for whatever it is i did. that is the way *I* would have wanted to be treated...and i can only go by that. if that's not the way she wanted it...then i'm sure she doesn't need you running over here with your..ummm..cat...i'm sure she can tell me herself. and then from her mouth i'll know that i should not do it that way again, when it comes to her. if she had insulted me by email, then i would have responded to her by email. i'll run my life my way and you run yours your way. how's that for a grown-up plan? and I'M acting like a 4 year old. that's rich coming from you. as far as your sense of humour goes, it's not funny when it's done to be mean. you're trying to imitate the movie "heathers" or something? please, don't go into the conedy biz...just a bit of advice back.)

post pictures of your pets! [20 Jun 2001|04:14pm]
i started a new open livejournal community so that people can post pictures of their pets :)
it's called "creature"

http://www.livejournal.com/users/creature

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[20 Jun 2001|07:34pm]
i've folded almost all my fabric now. thing is, a lot of it is very dusty...so...i have lots of laundry to do..and them more folding but it's so nice to finally be getting this done after all these years because i finally have ROOM :)

i'm going to go out to eat soon alone, 'cause i don't know where jason is. but jason, if u read this, i'll bring my cell phone in case you read this and want to meet up and join me.

what do u think of "the man show" [20 Jun 2001|11:00pm]
on comedy central?

nicknames for my doglets [20 Jun 2001|11:26pm]
pooka:

schmoosher beast
puffin head
puffin mo
schmuckster po
fluffybutt
muffin
poofster
extra fancy
crusher beast
squirrel
monkey
mush mush
moosher
scrunchers
muffin butt
puffarama

deiter:

sleepy po
the sleepster
the squiggler
rump roast
the baron
pork rind
the squisher
piglet
crunchers
frogdog

sebastian:

wuzzler
wookit
honey beast
honey bunches of o's
muzza mo
muzza wucket
crazy nut

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group names:

fluffsters
puffsters
pupsters
doglets
puplets
wuzzlers
puffin crunchers
muffin punchers
beasts
crazy muckets
puffins and scrunchers
munchers and crushers

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what names do u call your creatures?