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Posted by ANA on June 14, 2001 at 01:05:14:
i am sorry i
have been slacking a bit on my cam stuff. i just can't force it sometimes...but
now it's time to rev up my engine again...i think i did get stuck in a rut
there for a bit because life was so...y'know...lifesque.
i've been more distant from the cam it SEEMS...but actually it's like i feel
"we" have reached the stage where the honeymoon is over...u get
to see me being a grunge...and we are all comfortable with each other just
being quiet in the room together just reading the paper and having tea :)
but that doesn't mean that i should just never buy u roses anymore and put
my high heels on once in awhile and show ya a little tango :)
i am going to
try to get back to my anagrams as being FAR more frequent and far less LARGE
(EXCEPT FOR THIS ONE!! :).
perhaps i should just go back to showing u ten pictures TOPS per day instead
of 150 every week. i dunno your feelings on that.
since brad, the
creator of livejournal, has the the livejournal code up for grabs for anyone
to fiddle with, i'd really like to get a special private LJ thing in here
for ana2 at some point. i just don't know hwo to do it...
anyone know?
my hub broke and jennifer is gonna loan me one of those. when i get that..i can hook the other computers up and work on getting sound for ana2...and when i get the 3 camcorders fixed that are sitting in my hall, all the other cams will be up...and NICE looking...not an old crappy logitech.
and i took my laptop apart to clean it and i can't get it back together again, so i'll just have to sell that for parts or make some sculpture out of it or something...and then i'll save for a new laptop so i can get the mobilecam back in action, which i dearly miss.
now that i am
paying all the bills here and all the rent since jason moved out, i have had
much less $...and the summers are always a bit slow for anacam.
i was jerked into that financial reality when my landlord served me up a yummy
letter saying legal action would be taken if i didn't get my rent in 24 hours
( i got it paid yesterday )
i told the phone co. that i sent their $ in , too..but i didn't yet..i'm just
stalling them.
i think by tomorrow i should have that $
and then i'm gonna have to get on a tight budget for myself and i guess no more organic cherries for me and no more cable tv, that's for sure, i have no idea why they haven't cut me off from that but yay! for the extra days!
so...it's been
a lot of adjusting...not only financially and organizing and decorating-wise...but
emotion/spiritual all that jazz since jason moved out....which really took
until almost may 1st for just the physical part of that to end...so it's been
1 1/2 months of physically adjusting my house...and then, u know, we almost
broke up...
add that to just the normal every day stuff and i think it's safe to say you
can understand why my cams haven't been the most PERSONAL things on earth
lately!
BUT, i hope that
u have been enjoying my more abstract stuff, playing more with shapes, light,
texture, chance, architecture....
i certainly had quite a few days worth of being utterly absorbed in that and
i was loving it...i hope u did too...
i threw so many pictures at u with alla that, i hope some of it absorbed!
ahhh, what else
was it that i wanted to tell u? ummm...
shoot , i forgot..well, i'm sure i'll think of it later...my brain is tired,
the thunderstorms kept me awake last night and this morning and it sounds
like they're gearing up again
ok, that's all for now :)