June 10th, 2003
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4:06pm

i could waste my entire life on livejournal.

3:14pm

bad dreams
don't you hate when you have to pee when you are sleeping and so all you do is have some weird dream about peeing that will not end?
and my dream was i was in some bathroom with, of course, no walls, and so everyone came in and then would just stand there and stare at me and i'm like, "EXCUSE me, but get OUT of here, can't you see i'm PEEING???"
it's not a dream about the cam, i had dreams like that before i had the cam.

then i hate when i have awful dreams about my band. we were doing a reunion show and we were going to play "Introducing Sorrow" but we hadn't rehearsed and i wasn't sure i remembered the words and even tho i didn't tell anyone about the show, tons of people showed up. and then carolyn, the bass player ( who i love dearly) is just a total bitch to me and starts going off on me accusing me of being bad with my finances and finally tells me that she likes me as a person but just isn't my friend anymore. :(

and so, i weep bitterly and i'm like, how can i possibly play this show now?
now i have NO best friends anymore...
and then carolyn gets insanely drunk and is rolling around on the ground and i am extremely pissed about this because that is what she accused me that i would do during our show...and here i was staright as an arrow and she is rolling on the ground totally out of it.

i woke up with a nasty headache. had an excedrin and here i am typing this out.

augh.

*shake it off shake it off*

1:19am

i miss there being movies on regular tv late at night.
now it's just infomertials and dating shows and reruns of talk shows they played earlier.
hate it hate it hate it.

i want MOVIES!