anagram 06.05.99

hi :) what did I do yesterday? I don't even know..the day just sort of slid by in a slew of humidity. thunderstorms, heat and humidity just made me sluggish. went 2 a bar with jason and his friends and drank sme cider. we thought it'd be cooler in there, but it wasn't. when I got home I wanted 2 go right 2 sleep. but by the time I made into bed at 9pm I had a headache..probably due 2 the cider and a bit because of the humidity and I have my period still. so then I was up until 5:30am trying 2 get rid of the headache. I went into the thing room and read a years worth of journal entries from 1980. all the entry's were really small and totally boring but kind of funny 'cause they were so untainted with any pain..at least that I expressed in there. it's funny 2 know that in just a year after 1980 my life would take a radical turn into a lot of pain as I discovered my individuality and how much people hated individuality. I'm thinking of scanning all the pages in here. it would take quite awhile, but what the heck. why not? so maybe that's what I'll do later on today. I just woke up and then I read all my email and bbs and now I'm making this anagram, after that jason and I are gonna get some food and try to find a cash machine so I can deposit a check so the check I wrote for rent doesn't bounce. I hope it doesn't bounce. I think there is a good chance it will. all the creativity is still in my head right now in it's gestation phase. jason has been working so hard on so many programmes for me 2 make my life easier. like he is making a thing where I can ban people from my bbs and unsub people from my mailing list and stuff just with a push of a button so I don't have 2 learn all these commands and stuff. and he even makes the page look PRETTY! he goes so out of his way to make everything run smoothly, efficiently, and still with style and grace :) I have many ideas for ana2 that are in gestation phases. I was looking into what it would take 2 have streaming audio on anacam 24/7 to 1,000 simultaneous connections. it's like 10,000 a month plus thousands of dollars in set up fees. gadz. I get so frustrated when I cannot implement my ideas. wouldn't it be cool if there was a kind of ana2 "partyline" that we could somehow broadcast to ana2..so we could listen in on whoever was talking on the partyline? that would b SO cool, I think :)I have no idea how u could do that tho.
oh, and I found a new way that I can be at a place where I can't really point my cam at anything ( because no one wants to be on cam…etc) but still let u know what's happening! I go into IRC twice..once on my laptop and once on my main computer in my living room. then the laptop me private messages the main computer me and I point the cam in the livingroom at the screen. then from wherever I am on the laptop..i can let u know what's happening with text :) LOL ;) kinda cool. kinda mysterious . :) I like it! so that's what I think I'll do with the third cam is point it at the computer screen in there in irc then the third cam can be text that I'm telling u what I'm thinking :) *thinking thinking*

but i have 2 disable my screensaver 'cause here i was typing in the restaurant and i was also in #analove when somebody messaged me and told me my screen saver just turned on! so now no one could see what i was typing at the restaurant! LOL :)