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two online articles on me:

http://www.cityaz.com/articles/0500f.html

http://www.killuglytv.com/index2.html

Tuesday, May 30th, 2000

7:12a how did it get 2 be that time again!
fiddling around all night
don't mind the animated gif wallpaper in the remotes, i'm just amusing myself :)
trying 2 learn and...mostly i get it all wrong, but it's fun anyway :)

it's thundering out softly grey foggish
people going back 2 werk on memorial day
not me tho..nope i'm going 2 bed now with my tummy full of cherry garcia icecream and my kitty sweatshirt on :)

new anagram up

i'm a sleepy head

nite nite

zzz

5:14p oh, weird i didn't know u could put a subject here when posting from the livejournal webpage
well, i was going 2 go 2 bed at 7am, but then started wondering if i should just stay up. and then at 9am jason called me from his work saying his office was closing effective immediately! so while everyone was grabbing office supplies..he grabbed the coca cola :) that's my kinda man :)

and he's already has 3 companies wanting 2 take him out 2 lunch and offer him a position. jason is a senior developer/computer programmer/ ( great graphic designer :) and amazing musician! how does he do it?
by getting no sleep :)

i think part of his insomnia is rubbing off on me! actually last night, i could've gone 2 bed a lot more early, but i was just so happy blearily making horrible animated gif wallpaper from all those icons i got from all the japanese sites i went 2 recently. there are so many styles of websites i adore..just like in music..i am torn in what 2 do! how do i combine my dark dark humour and loving of being john malkovich with cute cute bunny wabbits??

i maybe already do that. i am hello kitty with a gun

5:56p i didn't know there were so many japanese chin ( the breed of my two dogs ) relted things on ebay! i put in a search and came up witrh so many things! great old postcards from the turn of the century with women with little japanese chins in their laps! and old figurines!!! my god, i could start a very cool collection :)
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6:43p i won this auction of this old postcard from the 30's witha photo of two VERY cute japanese chins on it :) http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=340216219

6:58p u know what this livejournal thing needs more than anything else...is a link back from the commenst back to www.livejournal.com/users/ana i have 2 keep using my bookmark 2 go back to the "index" meredith tried to explain 2 me how to customize the livejournal. and i went there again last night to try to understand it, but i do not get it at all. but i think that is because i don't know html (it's not TOTALLY foreign to me now..but i couldn't do it 2 save my life, i use dreamweaver )

7:20p ok, i've gone in again to alter my livejournal. last night there was no html that showed up in those empty places where u can edit it ( i speek good englesh, yes, i can rite sentence! ) anyway..i hope i can do thsi and not fuk it up!

9:27p my god. i just CANNOT come up with a colour scheme i like for this thing! i know pink and black are my faves...with some greys in there? but..it looks like shit. i can't get a colour scheme i like that is also readable. blarg. blargfest. blarg-o-rama. etc. i swear i have spent more time trying 2 figure this out that..than...uhh....

9:34p planet concrete has a cool colour scheme going...i love things dark like that...yet i love them light and airy, too. i am having...a battle between my dark and light sides. usually they live in peace ( it took me years) but today...white is too bright...black is too dark, and gey is NOT the happy medium. oh colour scheme faerie! please help me!

10:10p oh, there..look, i have actually changed SOMETHING. i thought i was going mad because everything i wanted 2 do would not show up...but there...there is something my sanity can hold onto...*sigh* i have made a bath. it's too hot 2 go in yet. i really need to mellow out , i know that is painfully obvios. please no one give me an advice about how 2 mellow out right now or i will rip your head off. ya, it's like that.

10:14p can anyone tell me where to insert a nice arial verdana helvetica thing font thing SOMEWHERE into the bizaree interface so i don't have to look at that henious (sp) font that's on here now. thanks for bearing with me

10:47p Error
You already have a style of this type named ana-lastn-new. If you really want to create a new style of type lastn, then go modify your old lastn style, change its name, and then come back here to create a new style of this type.

i can't figure out how 2 go change it's name 2 something else. thsi is one of the reasons for my frustration. is that 90% of the time i want 2 modify something, i come across this thing that won't let me go any farther. then i try to go undo what i did. or change it's name or whatever i can't figure out how or where. i don't think i can last much llonger on this today! captain..we are running out of steam.

11:29p whoops! lol :) i dunno if any of u saw that :) i completely destoyed my page. all it said was:

Ana Voog's random but highly intelligent thought processes that, in the end, make perfect sense

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but it did have the right font! and i did change it's name! godda luv that!
so...ummm.....ya.....i took my mediacation *makes a crazy face...and made a bath and jason went 2 bed, poor guy...loses his job today and comes hoem 2 me foaming at the mouth about the arial font, not being able 2 verbalize anything...just short spastic outbursts of "fuck fuk fukkk" and...poor guy
i feel AWFUL. but i swear it must be chemical because it is definitely out of my control and i am being rather VERY disturbingly obsessive about this damn journal. but i DO want 2 work on this. don't get me wrong. i think it's just that i seem to have so little control over much of my life lately...that i am honing in on thso one thing to completely understand and control. like cleaning the house and starting in one particular corner then getting down onn your hands and knees trying 2 get that henna stain off of the white tiled floor of the bathroom. u just want ONE room to be COMPLETELY clean in every way. to master one room before u go 2 the next one.
i'm so stressed out on my own anyway...because of things that have recently happened 2 me. i wante 2 be the girlfriend who could offer poor jason solace and a serene environment. but i was the opposite..which made me more upset at myself as i apologized profusely for being such a freak and he would say, " it's ok" and i would say, "no it's not"
it's me who needs to be unstressed as well. he can't take on any of my stress and i can't take on any of his.
it's a sad predicament. so....let the angels take over now ...i can't do it all by myself
let me slip effortlessly into a state of grace which is where i belong
i've got 2 know when 2 stop.,..i knew i should stop with this journal thing..but goddamit..i just wanted ONE area of my life CLEAN and UNDERSTANDABLE
do u know what i mean? when i get in that bath i wanna go AH that page is really FINE now. i want 2 go 2 bed with that satisfaction that i whipped that html beast into a savvy breath of fresh air
ah, well...i tried..i was so close. this is really hilarious that i am even talking like this about a fucking html document. or file or whatever it is it's called. LOL :) you'd think i were talking about the holy grail. but it IS such a nice IMMEDIATE thing of communication. it's like if your phone were broken. i can't have SOUND when jason is home, and i really don't even know how much i want sound IN THAT WAY. or even streaming. i like the mystery of the 30 second wait. i like to be slowed down to that. i like to be able to be slowed down to type! if u think i'm spastic in text form, just imagine what i'm like in real time! it's not a pretty site! but it IS entertaining IF u can decipher my ana-speek.
so this live journal is my sound..my connection to say things faster than an analog. and my saviour from CAPTIONS that i hate unless they are PART of the picture not just ON it.
so if i can turn this wild beast of a thing into a thing where u can switch between this and the remote cam, then ...that's where i wanna be. i nice happy medium of the immediate..but the nice pause of a wait
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Wednesday, May 31st, 2000

12:03a testin testing testing...

12:16a ok, now i just can't find where i can make the arial font size 2 in the text i'm writing now, and i can't figure out how to make this big grey table in the center of this page instead of on the left...slowly it forms....

12:36a well, now i've gotten the text smaller but the date thing is super huge. how bizarre. i had it too small before..now it's too large! eek...

1:17a this is so bizarre. i was able to work on changing both the default and the simple...on the simple one i could make the text i write here small, but couldn't get the dates small. not that i'm on the default, i can get the dates small but not this text! and now when i slect that i want 2 work on the simple one, it simply will not let me do that anymore. i select simple...then look at my changes, but it's still the default. ???
i'm trying to squish this thing down to be 320 pixels wide. but..i can't seem to make that happen, maybe i should just give up now.
thank u everyone for helping me so much! i am sorry i am being such a spaz today!

1:20a and thank u jenny for helping get rid of that horrid font that was on here and get switched to arial. and now i like my colours :)
i just want all the fonts to be arial 2, not bold
except i'd like the title bigger
then i need this puppy to smoosh to 320 wide! :)

3:23p strange...i did a "view source" on scott bateman's journal and i cut and paste it into the place u can put the html for editing your journal..and it ended up like this. how very odd indeed!

3:29p ok, if my livejournal stays like this, i can smoosh it to be as narrow as my remote cam. now i just need to figure out how 2 get in there and put my links to anacam in , and also 2 change this font 2 arial. LOL :) back and forth back and forth :) i gotta get ready 2 go 2 the bank now..

7:15p here's an article that came out about me at www.cityaz.com...here is the direct url to the article:
http://www.cityaz.com/articles/0500f.html

9:32p super holartious..but i found out how 2 change my font in the "support" section of livejournal! ha :) thing is, for some mysterious reason i cannot get it to work with the simple version of it, only the default. vewy intwesting

9:49p i have added "bradfitz" into my friends section 'cause he is the guy who invented this thing! now if i read what he writes, perhaps he will give me clues as 2 how 2 wrangle this livejournal beast :)

10:54p brad fitz's journals go back to november of 97, is that how long there has been this livejournal thing? i am drinking this drink called "sublime" it is hard rasberry lemonade and it's nummy :) jason went 2 bed 'cause he woke up at 4am. 4am is when i went 2 sleep! we are on totally opposite schedules and i am driving him nutz with my hyperness. i try not 2...

10:58p ok, i have(Comment on this) now studied super super much on how , when u click on a link and it opens up a browser ( duh ) HOW do u specify what size u wish that browser to be when it opens? like when u click on my cam picture and it opens up a remote...how do u specify the size? i have been working on this one question for over 2 hours now

11:04p
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11:06p "IMG SRC="../simp/Documents/anagram052600/anacam00830.jpg"

11:06p oh jeez.

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11:07p yay :)

11:11p dagnabit.

11:26p well, i think i ALMOST have it. just the title is wayyyy too big and all my text turned pink :)

11:55p rrr. aaa. umm. eee. ooo. blarg.

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Thursday, June 1st, 2000

1:29a ok, i give uo for today. i have learned a few things..i think...i hope so...jason is asleep and warm..soon i will curl up 2 him and sleep...but i have a feeling i will still be up for a LITTLE while yet.......

10:51p ok, i am taking in all the info everyone is giving me and writing it down :) thank u so much everyone :)
i have made a page that is how i WISH my livejournal looked and u can see it here:

www.anacam.com/random/random.html

the reason i have it so skinny is because i want 2 put it into a browser that is as wide and as long as my remote cam, then i will put a link to it on my remote and u can switch between the two easily..see what i'm up to and also se what i'm saying.

when i put this html from the random.html into a window that is the same size as my remotes...it doesn't have a scroll bar so u can see what i've said all the way 2 the bottom.

and if anyone can get my photo of my head light pink instead of light yellow, lemme know :)

i will repay anyone ( who gets it done the way i want it..or as close 2 it as possible , given there are restrictions of what u can do with the livejournal ) who can do all of this for me with free ana2. the details of how many months we can coordinate later. or perhaps in return i can give that person a one of a kind drawing that i have made, if that would be preferable :) or something like that :)

and also, for the links, it'd be cool if they didn't have that line under them....the perfect example of what i want for the links is at punquin's live journal

www.livejournal.com/users/punquin :)
i think her design is the coolest of all i've seen. i want her to ftp her brain into mine! aaa! i love u stephanie! :)

...as u can see i tried copying her code for that 2 see how it worked..but i didn't do it right, but i have the little dots separating the links in the top and the bottom..the dots are from her site...

11:52p i am going through everyone's journals all over the country..and then off to all the other countries. it will take me a long time. i found one already that looks very cool "dancingdodos" i'm searching through washington stae rught now. i picked that one because that's the state that has the most live journals most likele because that is where bard loves who made the livejournal. i am only clicking on the people who pictures are interesting to me. i posted in bradfitz'a live journal, beseeching me 2 help me :)

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Friday, June 2nd, 2000

12:31a i found a dollar bill today that had a url un it, i went 2 the url and it is a CRAZYCOOL place! i put in the instructions that were written on my dollar bill. it's being tracked whereever it goes...go see this www.anacam.com/george ( that url is about my story ) and go to www.wheresgeorge.com 2 see the money track site! i can't keep track of my $ tho, 'cause i think i made a mistake of putting in the wrong zip code or the wrong denomination of money. i was so hyper at the time i just filled in things wrong. but here is the right info, if anyone cam track it: denomination: $1, serial # G01569163E year: 1995 , i wish i could write to them to tell them i did it wring and to erase what i put in there today so i could redo it correctly

12:36a now i'm going through the livejournals of califirnia, just added "incognegro" i'm drinking out of my hello kitty cup that is just like the last two i had made of ceramic that broke. so i saw they made one in PLASTIC and got it on ebay :)

12:49a it's too bad this nun has only made one post into her livejournal and she got such a response! i waan add her to my friends list but i feel she will most likley not post again..i dunno why i think that but i do..anyway...if u wanna check out the discourse it's here:;http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=61451

12:53a well, i have NO idea what this is about but i added s/he to my list "imajerk"

12:57a i love seeing the pix people pick 2 put on their livejournals and i love 2 see how they design their sites. what i look for in a journal to add 2 my friends list is basically: it has 2 be "psychological" with strange new slants at looking at life. not so much what people are DOING, but what peope are thinking/feeling/being. and with a sense of humour. no " of god my life sucks i am so bored" i don't think i'm explaining it with enough detail that it deserves. but that's all i can type right now this very second about that subject

1:27a wow, kevin seconds from the minutemen has a livejournal :) he used 2 hang out in my chatroom a lot years ago :) i think he was friends with "the monk" but i'm not sure. i wonder where "the monk" went? the monk is a guy who was in a noise band called "hate" i think...he was a very funny dark humorish guy but i had 2 ban him because things went a bit too far with his "mood" i do wish him well tho, and hope he is doing better

1:28a ah, i just found out where u can get those "i am happy" mood changing things " www.imood.com i would love to have that but make moods that don't even exist...so..where do u add that to the livejournal? so much to KNOW, so much to CUSTOMIZE

1:31a oh how hilarious! just as i rechecked www.imood.com...it has a thing that says who currently got an "imood" and it is cyka from cykakam.com !!! she is russia's 1st ever camgirl :) i should go in my chatchannel and see if she is thre, but i already have SO many browsers open , i think my computer will crash. he cyka if u happen 2 see this! XOX!!! it's such a small world full of synchronicity :)

1:46a ok, now i'm cruising through the livejournals in oregon :) there certainly are a lot of geeky goth chicks/guys being very very bored in their live journal!

2:12a just went through hawaii, alska and puerto rico...and everyone was very bored there, too ! ack, 2am..and i'm NOT bored! i am the opposite of bored! i have hello kitty cups and bubblegum that the containter it came in glows in the dark and i am also discovering new journals of intrigue. i skim them as fats as i can. once again, i need to clone myself off. and even if i DID make it through ALL the live journals there is , i'm sure, many new ones going up each day! aaa! how 2 keep up? mmm. cinnamon altoids :)

2:23a skimmed through idaho, montana and utah and wyoming. the girl in wyoming is ESPECIALLY bored, which is too bad because wyoming is one state i'd love to live . parts of it are so gorgeous it's insane! also, tons of "techno dj" types in live journal..and also many computer techies looking for new jobs. and lots of girls who love tori and ani

2:24a oh weird! i clicked in colorado and the first person listed was "tufcjoice" and bingo! there was the guy helping me out with the dsign of my live journal! freaky! hi tuf choice didja go 2 bed? :)

2:56a went thought north dakto ( only one journal ) they are bored there too. i thik south dakota is extremely beautiful and for a long time, even now, when i am cremated ( if i get that) i want my ashes spread over the plains of south dakota . it is such a sacred place 2 me. funeral pyre. so beautiful. i cry whenever i go 2 south dakota. i go back in time when u could put your ear 2 the ground and hear the herd of buffalo moving fast from miles and miles away

3:09a ok, i'm getting ready 4 bed now. it's after 3am. i have been gong 2 bed at 4am lately. if i could only get in there 45 minutes earlier and each night TRY ro go 2 bed a bit earlier. but i am such a NIGHT person. i wouldn't mind it except that i nerver get 2 see jason :) he is my creature and right now he is sleeping with the lavendar all cotton blanket i got for him :) i need 2 go nuzzle next 2n him. sorrty i have been so "boring" on cam lately, but believe me, it's only 'cause i'm working on the inards of my site so much :) u will be pleased with the results in the end :) good things come 2 those who wait ( usuallly)

4:12a funny things people have upt into search engines and found me: do you want my love?, i want you , pictures of positions when doing sex , what is s , what i want to be when i grow up, whene can im see you again

6:38p i'm getting ready 2 go out and see jason play..i am running very far behind so that's all i can type 4 now....i'll tell u more when i get back :)

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Saturday, June 3rd, 2000

2:46a still not in a typing mode. the show was excellent! i finally had enough $ 2 buy all his records :) who am i talking about? milo fine. it's free jazz. jason was playing with him tonight ( and steve gnitka :)here is the url where u can find out more about milo and the free jazz ensemble : www.fetik3.com/milofine

milo did this drum solo tonight whuch brought me almost 2 tears..it was so much how i feel right now. i can't explain it, u just had 2 witness it. it's the best "drum solo" i have ever heard in my life. when milo plays drums it is like epileptic tai chi. i told him that and said that was a very good description :) i had a really good talk with him , too, and his partner , susan. susan was telling me the most bizarre things. she is really into felt. and i did not knw there were so many kinds of goat and sheep! hard 2 explain . very detailed. i also learned a lot about taxi drivers. and milo said he'd make me compilations tapes :) very cool! and i will make him one , too :)

then we stopped at perkins after dropping steve gnitka off and i ate too much and got sick. so that is why i'm still up.

hi tufchoice, if you're still up :)

2:52a oh,and i signed up for david bowie's site again, but haven't had time 2 look around in there in great detail. but he redid his site in flash and it is SO beautiful it makes me hurt! oh, and i want some money from holland 'cause i've heard they have the most beautiful money :) and i've decided i need a chalk board, so i can write messages and draw on it for u :) i think it'd be cool if it was right behind me. iit has 2 be medium big at leset 5 feet across. each day i could have new words and pictures behind me and i could tell stories that way. and having a chalkboard behind me would be far prettier than having captions, i think

3:02a funny things people have put into search engine and found me: "i'm the one that i want, mat house

3:03a oops, i sent that by mistake...: other things people have put in a serach engine and found me:"what do you want to be doing when the end come?"

4:13a what is the word for "fear of people" ? not hating people "misanthrope" now fear of the outdoors "agoraphobia, but fear of people. anyone know? jason is asleep to the carton channel. i'm gonna go in there in a sec, i just ate too much or something at perkins and got kind of sick, so i've been and also having great anxiety..but i'm starting 2 clm down a bit. i have been having so much anxiety lately. i made an appomitment for a massage, tho..'cause my best friend and bassist from my band "the blue up?" finally has a place 2 do massage! she went to the "harvard of massage schools" in boulder calorado , which sort of broke up the band for a few years ( in in those years i made the introducing sorrow record....where i play the bass parts, but it's renee on drums, so i still call it 'introducing sorrow...when actuall that was my first "solo album. cake and eat it is the most group effort of records, and then on spool forka dish i play 1/2 of the bass parts, and renne does a little bit of drumming but the rest of the drumming is bobby z ad i....(www.anacam.com/anamusiq) anyway...carolyn, my dearest friend, who is the most KICK ASS masseuse has opened up shop finlally!

i am not saying this because she is my friend, i am saying it because she is GIFTED and her calling :)
if u live in the twin cities area, he # 2 make an appointment is:
651 251 0583
her office is on st. clair st.
which is also where "whillie's guitar" is, which is THEE most cool guitar place EVER. vintage stuff
someday i will post the serial # of my 12 string 1965( i think that was the year ) guitar which got ripped off by some assholes who had keys to my practice space at the time. they left a chair in the place of my guitar as some sort of joke. the guitar costed 1,000 bucks and i made less than 500 amoth at that time. i am still so angry and bewilderd about it. it is a gorgous guitar. it's a beautiful rich stain over aome very beautiul wood,,,
anyway...

carolyn's sister , who is a massage therapist has a live journal under the name of "beep" they are my guardian agnels i swear. i don't have any blood sisters, but my sisters in spirit are carolyn, renee, tori amos and beep :)

carolyn's sistet "beep"
sent me an pamphlet about this ayurvedic spa in florida
called "rasayana cove"
ayurvedic is an anceint indian ( india indian ) way of health and balence. hard 2 explain but it makes perfect sense

very detailed...i could go on and on...
do a web search on it. anyway, most of deepak choprs'a books arte baed in tha and i love deepack chopra

so it's 2,500 bucks for the 14 day programme and i need that badly as i am so unbalanced and anxiety ridden these days as
as my space has been so invaded and assauted . my only way out of it is 2 drink
fo those of u who don't understand, don't give a sermon.
i live in a war zone and it's NOT because of my cam,i had this WAY before my cam and WAY before i even had a band.
people are drawn to me ...i dunno why...but..it's very intens and invading. i feel assaulted. and i do nOT feel assaulted because of my cam, my cam actually HELPS me to interact withnpeople in an non-assaulting way. it has been very benifical to me :)

anyway..the aryvedic retreat is at 4224 solomon road
ona, FL. 33856
tel # 863 494 7565

i got a catologue from www.cocoon1.com
woa. seriously some hard core stuff for latex nad rubber lovers!
very very cool!!!

ok i'm gonna try 2 go 2 sleep again :)

i was looking at the picture site on ana2 members and i was reminded how precious u all are 2 me :)

thank u thank u beautiful people :>)
i love u very much :)

5:39p i am still working on making the livejournal remote. i am going to call my livejournal "analog1" then the archives of it wil be "analog2

10:22p well, it's almost done! thanks 2 tufchoice for taking my design and then making it a reality here :) yay!!! it's still a javascript hell to make it so that u can go back and forth between all the remote cams on ana2...so i might just have 2 have a little button on each page that will open up a little mini browser of this...and then u close it when you're done. i can't even begin 2 explain why that is so. it makes my brain hurt! but believe me...if it's making jason's head spin...then i cannot even GO there :)
but i am so tired about thinking about this that i have 2 stop 4 awhile and just go vefdge because i have obsessed over this for weeks! and when i say obsessed..i mean i was more hyper than my dogs when i say the word "treats!"
so...aaaaaa ! must. stop. now.
sorry my cam has been so boring but that's what happens when i'm working on the guts of my site! :)
i'll try to get a new anagram up tomorrow and the new anapix. :) that's all for now :)

10:40p in response to the huge gigantic thread about pills, alcohol, etc...i don't feel that i abuse these things. i do what i need to do 2 survive. i am very nervous and i have good reason to be very nervous as WELL as i have always been a very nervous person since day 1. i'm not about 2 die. i have never taken too much xanax. i never said that i have ever taken too much. what i have said is that my presciption only alows me 3 .25 milligrams pulls per day. whuch is a VERY lose dose. and sometimes i need MORE xanax that my presciption allows. as in ...days when guys whip out ther big hard dicks at me or drunken homeless people lunge at me following me for blocks breathing down my neck or when whole groups of people tell at me and laugh and scream at me. etc etc etc. which sriously happens to me EVERY single time i leave my house and i'm not overexaggerating oen bit.
my reaction to these things is normal. if i were not nervous, THAT would be the weird reaction. i am reacting to my environment in a way that is very normal. it's like a war zone. it's post traumatic stress syndrome on top of that because every time these same things happen to me it triggers all my memories of it before. so each incident of assault builds on itself and i have no time to get over the previous assault since i keep getting assaulted before i can even BEGIN 2 heal.
so whatever i do to keep sane, that's what i'll do. and i think that given the circumstances i am in, i'd say i'm doing a damn good job at remaining as sane as i possibly can

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other posts:
what is the word for "fear of people" ? not hating people "misanthrope" now fear of the outdoors "agoraphobia, but fear of people. anyone know? jason is asleep to the carton channel. i'm gonna go in there in a sec, i just ate too much or something at perkins and got kind of sick, so i've been and also having great anxiety..but i'm starting 2 clm down a bit. i have been having so much anxiety lately. i made an appomitment for a massage, tho..'cause my best friend and bassist from my band "the blue up?" finally has a place 2 do massage! she went to the "harvard of massage schools" in boulder calorado , which sort of broke up the band for a few years ( in in those years i made the introducing sorrow record....where i play the bass parts, but it's renee on drums, so i still call it 'introducing sorrow...when actuall that was my first "solo album. cake and eat it is the most group effort of records, and then on spool forka dish i play 1/2 of the bass parts, and renne does a little bit of drumming but the rest of the drumming is bobby z ad i....(www.anacam.com/anamusiq) anyway...carolyn, my dearest friend, who is the most KICK ASS masseuse has opened up shop finlally!

i am not saying this because she is my friend, i am saying it because she is GIFTED and her calling :)
if u live in the twin cities area, he # 2 make an appointment is:
651 251 0583
her office is on st. clair st.
which is also where "whillie's guitar" is, which is THEE most cool guitar place EVER. vinatge stuff
someday i will post the serial # of my 12 string 1965( i think that was the year ) guitar which got ripped off by some assholes who had keys to my practice space at the time. they left a chair in the place of my guitar as some sort of joke. the guitar costed 1,000 bucks and i made less than 500 amoth at that time. i am still so angry and bewilderd about it. it is a gorgous guitar. it's a beautiful rich stain over aome very beautiul wood,,,
anyway...

carolyn's sister "beep"
sent me an pamphlet about this ayurvedic spa in florida
called "rasayana cove"
ayurvedic is an anceint indian ( india indian ) way of health and balence. hard 2 explain but it makes perfect sense

very detailed...i could go on and on...
do a web search on it. anyway, most of deepak choprs'a books arte baed in tha and i love deepack chopra

anyway..the aryvedic retreat is at 4224 solomon road
ona, FL. 33856
tel # 863 494 7565

i got a catologue from www.cocoon1.com
woa. seriously some hard core stuff for latex nad rubber lovers!
very very cool!!!

ok i'm gonna try 2 go 2 sleep again :)

i was looking at the picture site on ana2 members and i was reminded how precious u all are 2 me :)

thank u thank u beautiful people :>)
i love u very much :)

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went thought north dakto ( only one journal ) they are bored there too. i thik south dakota
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ok, i am taking in all the info everyone is giving me and writing it down :) thank u so much everyone :)
i have made a page that is how i WISH my livejournal looked and u can see it here:

www.anacam.com/random/random.html

when i put this html from the random.html into a window that is the same size as my remotes...it doesn't have a scroll bar so u can see what i've said all the way 2 the bottom.

and if anyone can get my photo of my head light pink instead of light yellow, lemme know :)

and also, for the links, it'd be cool if they didn't have that line under them....the perfect example of what i want for the links is at punquin's live journal

www.livejournal.com/users/punquin :)
i think her design is the coolest of all i've seen. i want her to ftp her brain into mine! aaa! i love u stephanie! :)

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oh brad, most holy brad! i pray 2 thee 4 guidance! :)
ana
2000-06-01 21:42

oh keeper of the true key of figuring out how 2 change the look of one's livejournal, i beseech thee 2 pleezzzzz help me make my journal look like this:
HREF="http://www.anacam.com/random/random.html">

and i know u are swamped and get this from everyone i'm sure..i just had 2 ask because i have been trying 2 make my page look how i want it to for weeks now :/

if u will help me, i will give u a free years membership to ana2.com
which is the pay version of www.anacam.com
which is my 24/7 cam site of my cam, art, life , writing and two very cute fluff monster dogs :)

and i will also make u a drawing, one of a kind :)

i am a very good artist as u can see from my site, but i am just SO clueless when it comes to things like any sort of script, but i am trying 2 learn more and more :)

anyway..even if u were interested in this exchange, it could be that u are too busy to do this even if u wanted to, which i totally understand

if u see random.html maybe u will wonder why i have it smashed so skinny in a frame..it is because i want to have a link to it from my remote cam window, so people can switch back and forth from my cam picture and then to my livejournal..all from the small remote

SO....
if i don't hear anything back from u i'll take that as i no

but let me entice u some more by saying i will also send u an autographed copy of my latest cd, if u like electronic pop

peas,
ana voog