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17th, 2003
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5:30am
change
i'm such a different person from the person who started my cam back in 1997.
reading some of the things i wrote back then is so strange to me. foreign.
so innocent and embarrassing. and yet at the same time i miss it.
will i feel this way about myself now in another 6 years?
knowing now how much i've changed, i'm surprised i still have my cam at all!
i'm glad it is a medium that has been able to grow with me.
god, WHEN i am i going to be DONE with all this SELF EXAMINATION?
i am sick to death of it!
but it's my nature to just keep on doing it.
will i EVER be able to grow out of this part of me?
i sure the heck hope so.
i wonder where i'll be in 6 years.
2009.
i'll be 43!
*shudder*
i don't even understand that.
5:16am
getitoutofmyhead.com/help/
god, i LOVE that song "unchained melody".
it has to be one of the greatest songs of all time.
and someday i want to cover it.
but PLEASE DEAR LORD...i have been singing it for 3 days straight and i'm
going mad now.
12:00am
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