april 28th, 2003
    
     
     

11:35pm

i don't know what i did...i was just sitting in bed and then BAM...shooting pain in my neck down into my shoulder down my back.


6:07pm

jim lehrer is an owl.
simondelivers.com FINALLY delivers to my house. thank god.
this rules my universe intensely!
now i can have everything delivered. even shampoo!
and i can buy bulky things without having to lug big bags around.
and i don't have to wait until jason wants to go food shopping.
i'm gonna eat SO much healthier! lots of fruits and veggies!
yessssssss :) this is going to be a great fruits and veggies summer!
i wish i had a juicer!

and i'm excited about the PBS reality show "manor house" on tv tonight.
i'm pretty reality-tved out. except for survivor and PBS reality tv shows.
i'm not watching mr personality. and i'm not even watching much of american idol now.
i'm cutting down on my avid tv watching now that it's summer.
but manor house looks like it's going to be very good.
did anyone watch that pbs reality tv show called "the iron age"?
i watched that. it was awful. whiny people.
and then there was the one where people rowed that boat across the hudson?
that one was pretty good.
i love pbs. i should become a member. i definitely will.
now that i have not had cable for quite awhile ( although jason has it )
i pretty much watch only pbs which saves my life.
i never knew i could love the lehrer news hour so much.
that is the only news hour worth watching.
the most unbiased and civil news ever.
i think jim looks like an owl.

one thing i do very much is i love to guess what animal a person is.
i mean, if a person had to be an animal...which animal would they be?

+++
in other news,
i got my wide angle lense for my nikon coolpix today.
woo hoo!
+++

and....

can i just say that i love fetik3?
may i expound upon my great love for this creature?

 

 

written in my ana livejournal:

4:14pm

this journal is back to being mostly public now.
i'm going back to having just one journal, this ana journal.
having two and logging and in and then back out for each one is a pain.
i'm just going back to having one. this ana journal will go back to being 1/4th friends only and 3/4th public.
i made this ana journal friends only for awhile because of one person who was really bugging me. but, i hope, that has passed now.

2:22pm

i must hurry. drinking those coffee singles things.
gonna go check out a condo for a friend who can't make it there in time.

1:31pm


just woke up. had terrible dreams that i was 92 and so therefore had to die. it was my duty to take myself to a morgue and there they would start the embalming process while i was still alive. it would be a painful death.
i didn't want to die. i felt very alive and quite well. but whe i tried to explain this to my dad or to jason ( who i just married 1 day earlier ) they acted like i was really imposing on them and making their lives more complicated than they really wanted.
i started thinking that maybe the only reason jason wanted to marry me was because he knew i was going to die the next day. and i was afraid that my dad would turn me in to the morgue.
my dad was the one that married us and even charged a $75.00 fee.
i had a lot of bills to pay that i wanted to get settled if i was to die. i didn't want a huge mess left behind. but i couldn't see any way out of the mess.
everything was just really weird and everyone seemed undead and it was winter and dark and snowing.

man, i am i ever glad to wake up and find out that none of this is true.
i hate nightmares.