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wow. it's been a long time since i've made an anagram , but it doesn't feel like it 'cause i've been very busy updating other parts of ana2 and anacam. added almost 5,000 pictures or something 2 the "first apartment" section of ana2 , which took me almost two weeks of solid work. then i was sick for about two weeks, too which some sort of hellish cold thing where i wouldn't stop coughing and it sucked the life out of me and i am still recovering from that. god, did THAT ever suck. plus i had my birthady but i was too sick to really enjoy it and i had 2 cancel out on going to dinner with my mom and dad BOTH at the sma etime. they were going to surprise me by being together for the first time in THIRTEEN years! but they had toreschedule that a week larer since i was sick. wheh i fouund out that they were going 2 surprise me with that i almost stared crying it wqas SO SWEET! augh! i can hardly even type about it now since i haven't gotten my full force health back and i'm making this anagram as fast as i can so i can get into bed at a somewhat sane hour. my coughing all night made me stay up until 7am almost every morning so my schedule is nutty now, i'm trying 2 rectify that. jason bought me a honda SCOOTER for my birthday! i am still trying 2 digest that nad it still seems like a dream since i've been to sick 2 ride it yet! but we did take it out tonight for a bit and it's cool we are both so small that we can both be on it at the same time! so anyway, this is probably the most boring anagram ever 'cause u've been so sick i have taken no cool pictures. and it sucks being sick this whole time 'cause jennifer has had a link to my site on her site for a week so it's sent me SO many new people and here i am laying like a dead fish on my bed practically the whole time! ack!
and she is making her way out west, moving out 2 sacramento! and courtney and jodi are helping her!

wow, deiter is just FLIPPING out right now running like a crazy thing all over the living room!

so much to say!

artvamp has been working SO very hard on her site which is very cool , check it out and stacy is going to be updating hers soon too! if u have made your way under the bed yet u really should come over there and meet everyone! i haven't been posting much lately because of my sickness, but everyone else has made up for it ( and then some!) by posting some VERY freaking cool things and thank god for under the bed!!!!!!!!! it is indeed a sanctuary!

here is a post made by stacy in under the bed:

Posted by Stacy on April 16, 2000 at 22:00:24: okay, so do you ever have sex dreams about someone you don't really normally think a lot about in day to day life, and then you suddenly get butterflies in your stomach when thinking of them upon waking? and it's like that great feeling you get when you have a new lover and the night before flashes through your mind in the middle of the day? and it can be a real person, or a celebrity, or whoever? just wondering, because last night i had some seriously hardcore lou reed sex dreams, and while i do love his music and i do frequently think of him in the realm of "why is laurie anderson with him and not me?", i don't really find him SEXY. or at least i didn't. but lemme tell ya, last night we had a lot of fun with some vinyl boots and some post-it notes (don't ask.) so, you say, this is relatively normal (except for the fetishizing of the post-it notes), and besides, it's too much information anyway, so why is she posting it here? well, because then the dream took a really interesting turn, and after i slept with him i BECAME him, and i was walking along the beach (still in the dream, but i had really been at the beach yesterday, so i'm sure that's where that came from), and that was even sexier. because i'm walking along thinking, wow, i'm a guy. and not only am i a guy, i'm a guy in tight leather pants who can play the guitar really well. i have bad hair, but it doesn't matter. i'm lou reed, and chicks dig me. so then i had to load up some lou reed mp3s and go back to the beach in glenn's levi's, which fit in that really good boy-butt manner, and hang really low on your hips so you can really get that saunter going, and i smoked a joint and walked along and dodged waves and listened to "dirty boulevard" over and over again and it was really, really, reallyreallyreally sexy. i love days when you can be sexy all by yourself. ahhhhhhhh.

oh, i tried going on celelexa, but it made my hyper rather than mellow so i stopped. i have just been a sick bad chemistry nightmare plus i had my period on top of it. totally yucky.

but i have started a new thing..this "live journal" thing. it's so cool 'cause it has a little programme where u can type in your stuff then hit "send" and it updates it as much as u want...and i don't have 2 deal with ftping anything! so now i type everything into there. no matter how banal. u can always find out THEE most boring details of my day by going there. click on analog then on livejournal 2 get there. i am very amused by it!!! and now lots of people have gotten there own live jouranl and it's spreading like wildfire! i acnnot even TELL u how much fun it is! go check it out and get get your own! it's a great thing :)

http://www.livejournal.com/users/anavoog

i'll get a link 2 it on the menu!

and i got my zip drive finally installed so i got some voive activated software tyoing thing installed and it totally doesn't work very well but it's still VERY funny :)

and i'm gonna get my printer installed soon and i have my scanner hooked up again...everything was such a mess...cords everywhere~

and i have a cam5 installed, i just have to make a page for it. and one of my cam corders is still broken which is why there hasn't been a bath cam in awhile.

and i have my realpublisher thing configured again and a new microphone headset so soon i'll turn that on and i can talk 2 u through that sometimes :)))

i have 2 figure out how to make mp3s so i can upload those to the anagrams. i installed this thing called audiocatalyst to make mp3s from my cds...and i did that but they all sounded distorted so i have 2 figure that out more, then soon you'll be able to download ALL my cds i ever made! :)

i know i'm making a million typing errors 'cause i'm typing SO fast with three fingers, it's insane.

and i went 2 see the violent femmes and that was cool except for the sasquatch in front of me who wouldn't stop standing up and dancing really poorly and blocking my ENTIRE view of the stage so much so that all i could think about the entire time was how much i wished i owned a tranquilizing gun at that very moment.

ok, i'm gonn a zap this upm and crawl into bed now, it's almost midnight and i'm totally hyper. must calm down! go see my live journal! i can update it from my bed! :) ( or any computer i'm at ) so who knows what i might type at 4am into there if i'm still up watching bad movies, as usual :)

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here is what i wrote in my live journal so far:

ana voog's LiveJournal

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Below is a log of the past 20 items recorded in ana voog's LiveJournal:


Thursday, April 27th, 2000
11:01 pm jason fell fast asleep and i am making a new anagram for ana2
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10:19 pm i did go out on my scooter with jason. learning how 2 turn corners! eek! it's such an exciting thing!!!! i can't believe i own a scoter and can drive almost anywhere and it's almost SUMMER!!!!!!ohmigod!!!! now it's time 2 climb in bed and watch cartoons :) but i am still a wee bit too hyper :) i ate a very delicious spinach salad with eggs and bacon on it and this yummt sweet dressing! ah! i needed some spinach!!! now that i have a scooter i can drive 2 the healthy food store ( when i get my scooter license :)
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6:10 pm trying 2 figure out how 2 add pix and linx 2 this livejournal thang. but i'm too hyper 2 slow down my brain 2 take it in. jason wants 2 take me out 2 ride on my new scooter he bought me 4 my birthday and show me how 2 drive it, but i am so edgy today and it looks like it's gonna rain and i feel so gross today 'cause i'm covered in dust from cleaning.
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5:48 pm jason just came home from work. i'm going 2 take a little break from cleaning
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4:55 pm this is totally cracking me up that i can update this section every freaking minute. it so absurd. i love it. dunno when i'll make it outside 'cause now i'm sorting through all the paper on the floor. i think having my partment clean might be more satisfying 2 me than going outside. 'cause if i go outside and then have 2 come back 2 this mess, it'll depress me. i bought 4 plastic containers so i can organize my paper stuff better. i need to write thank u notes 2 the people who sent me birthady prsents. if u are one of those people u and u read this, thank u !so much! i know i suck at writing back email or any kind of mail for that matter. i am very much loving the hello kitty tarot cards and the lomo camera and the faerie sitting on top of the crystal globe and everything! i am so blessed 2 have such wonderful people in my life! i should write in here something i am thankful for everytime i update this section. i am thankful for such cool kind people in my life who put their time and energy and money into sending me beautiful presents all wrapped up in pretty papers with glitter! i am soooooooooo lucky! thank u universe :)
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4:41 pm picked up dishes from all over, loaded the dishwasher, put a load of laundry in, now i'm washing the dishes in the sink. it's really hot in here. i wish i had cams all over the house 'cause i u can't see what i'm doing 1/2 the time so it seems like i'm not doing anything or i'm just gone
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4:14 pm taking out the garbage. oh joy.
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4:01 pm oprah's on, food is calling my name , then i'm gonna try 2 go out 4 a walk 'cause i think i finally feel well enough 2 do that.
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3:37 pm sally jesse rafael is on and it's about sending unruly teens to boot camp 2 make them behave, which is the latest rage in talk shows. *yawn* it seems to have even beat white trash mama makeovers in popularity. i haven't watched icky talk shows in many months. i was kind of addicted 2 them for a few months 'cause i coulkd nmot comprehend them. i still can't comprehend them. i don't know why on earth soimeone would go on tv for that kind of humiliation. someone needs to write a book that interviews these people who have been on talk shows and ask them WHY they did it. i cannot fathom it. and i'm totally fascinated by psychology ( in case u couldn't already tell :) i can almost figure out everything, but i don't get why a person would williingly be humiliated on a talk show. any ideas? all i can think of is that they didn't think of it as humiliation. dunno.
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3:34 pm oops, accidentally hit the "send" button a little too early their! spastic hand! there is a horrible high pitched noise coming from outside like some sort of machinery or something. it's just awful. or maybe it's my hub. there is just too much noise, it drives me crazy like fingernails on a chalkboard. i need those ear silencer things like u wear when u shoot guns on the range. i need to know where i can get a great pair online. i want to buy some TODAY.
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3:31 pm weren't normal at all
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3:31 pm ok, i'm up. wow, i slept for such a long time i feel stuck in my dreams and i can't get out. if i wrote down my dreams hey would sound really normal ( well, to me, at least) but in my head, if u could see them, they weren
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3:13 am i've been in bed watching movies. i have the option on my tv 2 see captions with the tv. that way i can keep the sound at a minimum so jason can sleep. right now i'm watching casino royale. i love peter sellers.
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Wednesday, April 26th, 2000
10:32 pm i'm gonna go back into the bed and try 2 get tired and go 2 sleep 'cause i'm not gonna stay up until noon again!
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9:34 pm hi :) what are u doing?
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8:33 pm i'm eating chocolate. actually white chocolate with chocolate cookies inside :) and southpark is on in 1/2 an hour. i just learned that jennifer is in missouri and they are having a blast on their trip west :) i can't believe i went 2 sleep at noon today and slept until 6pm. how totally screwy. the dogs are sleeping upside down on the couch. i'm going 2 go join them
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6:36 pm since i was up until 6am working on anacam, tonight i'm just gonna watch movies :)
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6:17 pm ok, i woke up now. jaosn came back from work. wow, i feel completetly out of it! i have 2 stop staying up until 6am. i feel just bizarre.
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11:00 am oh wow, now it's 11am! i was figuring out aloecam so i didn't have 2 use livegrab anymore 'cause i have 2 have my time set at 1999 for livegrab 2 werk. aloecam was really easy 2 figure out. i don't know why i put off learning things like that. so silly. i probably shouldn't go 2 sleep now since my schedule will now be TOTALLY whacked, as if it's not whacked enough already..but heck with it...i swear i am going 2 sleep now. and yes, i know i will miss another beautiful day outside, but such is my weird life and i had lots of fun playing with all my new thingamajigs. ok, really, o am going 2 go 2 sleep now! and go say to 2 isabella at www.isabellacam.com 'cause it's her birthday! ( i think i'm a day late :/ ) my body is doing that stayed-up-all-night buzzing thang. i'm gonna go eat some cold mac and cheese i have in the fridge then it's off 2 bed. i'll bring the dogs with me :)
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8:34 am ack! i haven't gone 2 bed yet, i'm trying 2 figure out a new snazzy menu system, and so far this is my little test page. http://www.anacam.com/test/newidea2.html jason already went 2 werk! i want 2 go 2 bed but i am so consumed and curious about all these new ideas!
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Time Event
12:28a oh, wow :) i already have three comments! i shall read them now. i feel really hyper tonight. i might use the energy to put up past analogs where there are many months missing in 1998. u can also now get 2 this page by clicking "my diary, analog"
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12:55a ok, i just added december 7th-31st 1998 entries into the analog section. now i'm going 2 werk on getting all the 1999 entries up into the 1999 section that are missing :) my cam always gets the most boring when i'm working on it the hardest! will i be up until the sun comes up again?
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1:30a sucking on orange flavour zinc lozenges. sucking on them makes my face look silly when the cam takes my picture. deiter is sniffing around by my feet like a little piglet searching for truffles. i am renaming hundreds of html files 2 put in the analog section. this is gonna take forrrrrrreverrrrrrrrrr. but if i get this done, it'll be a big load off my back since i've been wanting to do this for a year! i am wondering how jennifer ( www.jennicam.org) anmd courtney ( www.latitude11.com ) are doing on their journey out west. i keep checking her cam 2 see if she's there yet, but it's still stuck on that picture from days ago. i hope she is having a fun time. ah, spring...i'd love 2 be 1 inch tall and lay down inside a kleenex box on their dashboard and take it all in :)
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2:11a i just added analogs jan1st-jan30th 1999...now i'm gonna work on feb. 199. i wish i had more fresca...
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3:03a february through june 1999 analogs are up! i dare someone 2 read them all! your mind would explode! i found diet coke ( ick) and i spilled it all over myself. i'm eating an apple. it never looks good on cam 2 eat. nobody looks good in mid-chew. eek. i am wearing headphones because the hum of my computers and the hub is driving me NUTS
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3:07a i'm listening 2 the cars "let the good times roll" if u can see me on the streaming i am groovin........i'm never gonna get 2 sleep before the sun comes up...."let them brush your rock and roll hairrrrrr"
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3:37a july 1999 entries added 2 the analogs *whew* it's gonna be 4am soon. man oh man. i'm listening 2 the zombies. god, i love them
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4:05a august1999 analogs up. listned 2: sarah vaughn, billy joel, ace of base, bladerunner soundtrack, duran duran. i need a neck massage
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4:46a september-october 1999 analogs up, i'm almost done! :)
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5:52a november 1999 journal entries added, so i added 200 journal entries tonight! yay! there are many surprises contained within those entries :) right now i would kill for a big bowl of warm tapioca pudding with cardmon sprinkled on top :) the sun is coming up, it's a light greyish lavendar up. i guess i'll go wash my face and brush my teeth and get all ready for bed now. and jason will be waking up very soon 2 go 2 werk. we are on such opposite schedules now
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8:34a ack! i haven't gone 2 bed yet, i'm trying 2 figure out a new snazzy menu system, and so far this is my little test page. http://www.anacam.com/test/newidea2.html jason already went 2 werk! i want 2 go 2 bed but i am so consumed and curious about all these new ideas!
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11:00a oh wow, now it's 11am! i was figuring out aloecam so i didn't have 2 use livegrab anymore 'cause i have 2 have my time set at 1999 for livegrab 2 werk. aloecam was really easy 2 figure out. i don't know why i put off learning things like that. so silly. i probably shouldn't go 2 sleep now since my schedule will now be TOTALLY whacked, as if it's not whacked enough already..but heck with it...i swear i am going 2 sleep now. and yes, i know i will miss another beautiful day outside, but such is my weird life and i had lots of fun playing with all my new thingamajigs. ok, really, o am going 2 go 2 sleep now! and go say to 2 isabella at www.isabellacam.com 'cause it's her birthday! ( i think i'm a day late :/ ) my body is doing that stayed-up-all-night buzzing thang. i'm gonna go eat some cold mac and cheese i have in the fridge then it's off 2 bed. i'll bring the dogs with me :)
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6:17p ok, i woke up now. jaosn came back from work. wow, i feel completetly out of it! i have 2 stop staying up until 6am. i feel just bizarre.
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6:36p since i was up until 6am working on anacam, tonight i'm just gonna watch movies :)
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8:33p i'm eating chocolate. actually white chocolate with chocolate cookies inside :) and southpark is on in 1/2 an hour. i just learned that jennifer is in missouri and they are having a blast on their trip west :) i can't believe i went 2 sleep at noon today and slept until 6pm. how totally screwy. the dogs are sleeping upside down on the couch. i'm going 2 go join them
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9:34p hi :) what are u doing?
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10:32p i'm gonna go back into the bed and try 2 get tired and go 2 sleep 'cause i'm not gonna stay up until noon again!
Tuesday, April 25th, 2000

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10:14p hi, i'm testing out this new live journal thing, 'cause i like playing with new contraptions :) and i can update this journal from any computer so i don't have 2 have an ftp programme doing it. pretty neat :) meredith was the one who showed me this place. u can go see her many splendorous things at http://www.camgirl.com :)
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11:50p i just got done reading artvamp's "echo journal entries" http://24.10.205.80/artvamp/menuOPM.html very very intense! i'm drinking a fresca that has no fizz left. i'm still not completely well yet, but i'm getting there. the day was gorgeous but i had no energy to get outside. but i did do lots inside mostly untangling cords and trying 2 get cams that were broken to work. and just all sorts of voring sodtware downloads to try out new stuff. it's not very interesting 2 talk about so i'll stop typing about that. i'm just trying 2 get everything connected 2my computers that i've been meaning 2 do for ages, zip drive, scanner, printer, 2 more cams, get quicken on my computer, etc. jacqui sent me a lomo camera for my birthday. www.lomo.com i can't wait to try it out! u really just have to go to their site and read about this camera! and go see their "action sampler camera , too. i cannot even explain it!



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here are some posts i've made:

Posted by ANA on April 25, 2000 at 14:25:35:

In Reply to: first apartment posted by malinelise on April 25, 2000 at 14:03:00:
ya, looking through those 1st 6 months of archives, i am amazed at how much work i put into my cam! i'm like, DAMN i've made a lot of pictures! LOL :)

ya, it took forever 2 do! *whew* , but i was totally in the frame of mind 2 do it so it was fun :) it was almost like meditation because it was so repetitous and methodical. so it was a great way 2 direct my nervous energy while i was sick :)

it might be awhile before i add text 2 it.

my next project that i HOPE i do is start 2 type out my journals. i have this need 2 revisit my past right now and be able 2 look at it from a distance so i can gain insight into myself. like i have questions as to WHY i have stayed with so many abusive boyfriends and stuff. i think that by rereading my journals i can get a grip on that, hopefully, and therefore be able 2 make peace with my past so much, so i can clear all that old junk out of my soul and move on to a more peaceful "now" and future :)

also, there are just so many stories that are pretty hilarious in there that i want 2 share.
and i'm really in this very focused inward state right now that compells me to want to do very focused repetious things right now. almost wanting 2 get into the kitchen and start to clean it with a toothbrush!

needing things clean and organized, needing my brain to be clean and organized ( ya, like THAT'S ever gonna happen! )

Posted by ANA on April 21, 2000 at 15:02:31:

In Reply to: Re: ANA: Why Analogs in Ana2? posted by telic on April 21, 2000 at 14:41:28:
ya, once i started making anagrams, i stopped doing analogs because i didn't know if i would keep doing analogs if i had anagrams. i waffled around for about a year contemplating what i wanted to give out for free to anacam and what i wanted to keep only for ana2.
in the end i decided that i wanted to communicate what i was writing to everyone i could, because that felt the most "right" to me, and also it doesn't cost me much to put up a text only page, whereas, pictures cost me lots of money in bandwidth.

so then i started putting the text from my anagrams into analogs again. but sometimes ana2 will recieve more text because i won't have the energy to put up an analog. and sometimes i share things in angrams i wouldn't share in the analog because i don't want the whole world to know, i only want to share it in ana2 where i feel safer :)

i do plan on filling in the gaps in the analog section by going back and putting the text from anagrams in there. i have it all in a folder ready to go when i get that ambition. maybe i'll do that today, since u reminded me and 'cause i still feel really shitty and don't haved much physical energy but lots of mental energy :)

Posted by ANA on April 20, 2000 at 18:19:38:

In Reply to: what did the dr say, ANA? posted by Tari on April 20, 2000 at 17:52:01:
well, i don't have pneumonia or branchitis, so that is good :)
so she gave me 2 kinds of prescription cough suppressants. she said my throat is aggravated from coughing so much.
and i think i haven't been getting well as fast as i usually would because i have been stressed out more than usual in the last month.

i think it'll be a few more days of laying on the couch and the bed just 'cause with this cough i've had , i've gotten little or very poor sleep.

if i can stop the cough, i can sleep and start healing :)

Posted by ANA on April 20, 2000 at 19:16:23:

In Reply to: ohhh, I see I have cast these pearls before swine posted by bywhite on April 19, 2000 at 19:56:11:
have u seen the movie "pi"? u should see ity if u haven't! i can't fully floow what u are talking about in your post. i will save it and read it later.

i got into numerology about a decade ago, i don't know why..since i've always had a fear of math. but numerology helped me to like numbers :)

i was really into tarot, too...so this book:

Numerology and the Divine Triangle
by faith javane and dusty bunker ( what cool names, huh?)

really explains a lot and shows the correlation between the numbers and tarot and also astrology. it's interesting 2 see how it all fits together!


i don't know WHY any of this works, but it jus does. the universe is mysterious.

i have been looking for so long for their out of print book called "13-birth or death?"
because for some reason the #44 is relalted to 13 and i don't know why. maybe u can see why since your brain works in that way.

i am interested in 44 because that is my life'e lesson (birthdate added together 4/18/1966
1+9+6+6=22+18=40+4=44

then u never add the double digit ones up, like 11, 22, 33, 44 etc because they are special vibrations..but if u are working on that number not at your "maximum effiency" , it can be an 8

( i know this sounds crazy :)

my soul # is: 26/8
my outer personality # is: 45/9
my path of destiny # is 71/8
my life lesson is 44/8
and my power # which comes into play later on in life is : 7 ( surprise!) lol

i need 2 get my voice recognition software to work so i can read u all this stuff!

anyway..so if anyone knows how i can get this "13-birth or death" book, let me know!

edgar cayce also had a life lesson of 44

here is what it says about that:

44 as a life lesson #:
this number stands for strength and complete mental control over your life while on earth. it requires disipline in every department of life so that u may be instrumental in promoting the material advancement of the world. your mind must be trained to let the higher forces work within it, and u must keep your body and environment in order so that u are ready 2 achieve these same results for others. your high energy potential is meant to further evolution by helping others set their world in order. you should try to promote better ethics and justice in the world of business. you must recognize reality, then use what u learn to alleviate the physical burdens of others. you are the instrument by which this alteration takes place. by displaying bravery, resourcefulness, courage and discipline, you serve as an example for others.


anyway...i cannot tyoe it all out how much that is SO right on with what i hope 2 acheive and what i am working on!

i recommend this book very much! i have gotten SO much use out of it more than any other book i have! :)

Posted by ANA on April 18, 2000 at 18:41:59:

wee :) so many birthady greetings and wishes! thank u all so much! it makes me squiggly! :)
i still feel pretty much like crap but i'm trying 2 get dressed now out of my pajamas at least and then jason is taking me out for sushi. so i'm hoping for the wasabi-sake cure :)

and i think jaosn got me a very extravagant present! he has been teasing me for months about it! so i am VERY curious. and it's so big it will not fit in his car! (?????)

and i had a great time today icqing with jennifer as she had her streaming going and she was so wonderful and full of joy as she sang along with great gusto to all her fave songs :)

and then she played my cd and sang along with it and so i sand along with her singing along to me which was VERY surreal and so fun and i must kick erik in th eass to get my streaming too so u can listen to jennifer and i sing along with each other :) hehe :)

watching jennifer at her computer with streaming and sound is SUCH a cool thing! go check it out, she has a link to it on her site!

so now we are scheming to start the first ever all girl cyber band and we are gonna write goofy songs by sending each other wav files. we both don't know how to do it but that will be fun to learn together :)
we are thinking of calling it "bitchcraft" :)

so that really cheered me up a lot as i was quite in a funk this morning 'cause i felt so yucky and it has been grey here for days! but JUST as i am typing this right now, as if on cue, the sun i starting to peek through!

usually by my birthday there are dandelions! i need some dandelions!

ok, i'm gonna go cover up my zits and put on some lipstick. jason just came home! :)))

Posted by ANA on April 18, 2000 at 12:16:17:

In Reply to: Happy Birthday Ana posted by Leanan on April 18, 2000 at 05:00:13:
wow, the name thing doesn't sound like me at all!
i think the name ana is from a bunch of countries...like in saudi arabia ( i think, someone told me) it means "me"

when i looked it up in the "women's encycopedia of myths and secrets" it said it meant "the mother of god" :) that is what i say it is!

ana is a prefix which also means upwards or backwards or anew :)
ana- \An"a-\ [Gr. 'ana` on; in comp., on, up, upwards.] A prefix in words from the Greek, denoting up, upward, throughout, backward, back, again, anew.

it also has this weird meaning:
an·a1 (n, än)
n., pl. ana or an·as.

A collection of various materials that reflect the character of a person or place: definitive ana of the early American West.
An item in such a collection.

[From New Latin -na, as in titles of such collections; see -ana.]


and in ireland, ana is the mother of the ancient irish gods :)
which brings it back to the mother of god thing :)

Posted by ANA on April 16, 2000 at 00:32:37:

In Reply to: Out of the Chaos posted by maw on April 15, 2000 at 23:50:05:
sweet :)
*cough sniff* (SUCKS ON A CHERRY COUGH DROP)
ack caps lock!

i'm gonna go watch the upright citizen's brigade on the comedy channel now :)

if i get insomnia like i had last night 'cause i was coughing so much, i'll put the other 39 pages up!

Posted by ANA on April 14, 2000 at 03:02:52:

just want 2 let u know that i WILL respond 2 many of these posts in here! i am just so nyquiled out.
and when i return from my medicine fog i shall make a new anagram and put up the new anapix and add more to 1st apartment and talk 2 everyone in here about everything! such a wide variety of interesting topics being discussed in here!
i love u guys :)
zonked out,
ana

Posted by ANA on April 10, 2000 at 15:54:54:

http://www.xs4all.nl/~leegte/
http://bam-b.com
http://shift.jp.org
http://home.earthlink.net/~missliz/
all i wanna do is stay home and surf! and work on my website! aaaa!!!! but i found www.bam-b.com and now i am hurting because it is so beautiful! ARGH! i HAVE to learn flash. i HAVE to. and i have 2 learn photoshop and adobe illustrator instead of paint shop pro. ARGH!
my brain iz exploding!!!!!

and now i gotta go get dressed and get outside 2 do errands before everything closes! aaaaaaa!!!!

hanging out yesterday with jason and my best friend , carolyn ( the bassist of the blue up? ) and negativland was SO much fun!
( www.negativland.com )

their show at first avenue was absolutely AMAZING and u should go 2 their webpage 2 see if they are coming to your city 'cause i MUST go see them!!!!


don't forget 2 spell negativland with NO "e"
it's negativ
not negative :)

more later...but i must scurry!

and i still will reply to many posts in here i have justt been SO busy! but i'm reading the stuff in here i just haven't had the time 2 respond.

and last night i was up until 6am working on archives again :)
my hair still smells like cigarettes from being in that club. yuck!

and we went 2 the walker art center where i saw some very cool things! and a friend of jason's told him that there was a HUGE picture of me hanging outside on the walker and i thought...that makes no sense! so jason and i went 2 check that out, and it was that very famous manray photo of the woman eyes with the rhinesstones on! LOL :)
i guess it DID look like me , hehe :)


then we went 2 visit saint paul's cathedral and were lucky enough 2 catch the last 10 minutes of mass. the smell of frankincense and all that. i plan to go back there very soon and take lots of pictures of it.

so much 2 say! but i have 2 get ready really super fast now...i'll be back soon to most likely work on my site more which is absolutely consuming me right now, but in a good way :) i am glad i feel motivated 2 get the guts of my site up ...then later on someday i can really hone in on the DESIGN, because the content will be all there :

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Posted by ANA on April 19, 2000 at 23:10:52:

In Reply to: hi... i'm zuul and I'm an anaholic/long and rambling posted by zuul on April 19, 2000 at 22:21:41:

zuul!!! :) welcome 2 the other side :) wee :)
i have just installed this dragon software thing "naturally speaking" and it's totally fuct and hilarious! i think i'd be better off learning 2 type!

this is what i've TRIED 2 say so far and what it actuallly typed. at one point i just started to make lots of strange sounds like spaeking in tongues and the things started translating it into random words! this is so frustrating and so fun both at the same time. i don't know whether 2 laugh or cry!

here is what it has typed out for the past few hours:

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Posted by ANA on April 19, 2000 at 23:14:45:

In Reply to: long and rambling posted by ANA on April 19, 2000 at 23:10:52:

i taught it to typ "fuck" but i can't get it to type "shit" it keeps typing "shipped"
i am trying 2 "train" it, but it won't do as i say!
zuuuuul, THIS is your purpose in life! MAKE MY SPEECH RECOGNITION SOFTWARE LOVE ME! :)