i had a good cry, ate some spaghetti jason made me, and took some tylenol pm.
i feel better and i'm going to sleep now
i think tomorrow will be a good day.

current mood: zoned

what is going on astrologically right now? because some people really SUCK today BIGTIME. i am so hurt and angry i feel like i am going to implode and explode all at once. i don't know how much more BILE i can take from humanity.

my mother can just go fuck herself,

for one thing.

excerpt from my mother:

"I hope you have a nice birthday. I'll send your present in the mail. You were born at 11:55 after alot of pushing. I'm not pushing anymore."

ya, you can stop PUSHING now mom, ANY TIME.

tomorrow is my 37th birthday.

today started out pretty well. but then it got worse. i accidentally sent my address to 4,617 people.

my mom wrote me another email full of shit.

i'm checking out all the places people might post my address to be mean to me and read a bunch of other hurtful dumb lies about me in the process of checking.

it gets worse and worse. it's like that game telephone. a rumour starts...and now...some of them are just so warped and bloated and contain in them no truth whatsoever.

i guess i should be glad i am not in the national enquirer.

i haven't eaten anything yet today because i don't have any food here. i'm getting delerious and that doesn't help my mood.

so i have to take a bath and get to the little store.

hopefully, after i eat something, i will feel better.

let me know what you think of my pictures. even if it is just a one liner like "cool" or "awful".

i work so hard on these things and i get no feedback from 99.99 % of you.

you can always write me at ana@voog.com

and just let me know you are alive and even reading this.

k? thanks.