april 4th, 2003
   
     
     

10:05pm

 

6:41pm

my friend elaine

6:29pm

i finally ate something besides a few stawberries.
i had a ramen. i hoping that will kick into my bloodstream soon,
so i can start to feel somewhat human.

5:16pm

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4:26pm

it's snowing.

2:42pm

i'm feeling a bit better. but now just weak and shakey as all i ate yesterday was a can of tomato soup. i still feel very nervous , too. but not as bad as yesterday. i'm trying to eat some strawberries, but i'm having a hard time even eating those.