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[31 Mar 2001|02:43pm]
woa! it's sunny today after 4 days of grey mist stuff!
i want a flowbee, too :)
http://www.asseenontv-estore.com/flowbee.html

that's all i can say for now as i just woke up and my brain isn't on yet

then renee and i went to the skyway show lounge , which is a strip club i used to work at. i just wanted to see if it was still the same, and it is. i alos wanted to see if they were still serving food, but they weren't. so we walked a few blocks more and i ran into this pizza place i thought didn't exist anymore...but happens all they did is switch blocks. so i got a big gyro sandwhich and i wasa so happy :)

then renee and i sat in her car for hours just talking cause we haven't seen each other in so long and we always have so many stories to tell each other :)

so i got to bed by 3:30am which actually was 4:30am since daylight savings time is not in effect anymore.

jason got up around 8am to pack cause he left for a week to go do a seminar.
i wish i could've been more awake to say goodbye when he left.

i hope he calls me and says he got there alright soon, or matbe he has already, i haven't checked my phone messages.

the apartment is now all mine, altho his stuff is still hre. the movers are coming on the 9th. jason will be home the night of the 7th.

strange times. i'm still waking up and can't even grasp that jason is gone, it just feels like he's at work and will come home soon..

all nude all month starts today! i hope i can pull it off and still remain sane :) we shall see! lol :)

i'm trying to sing r&b and the dogs are looking at me funny :)

[01 Apr 2001|07:17pm]
all my fave shows are on tonight :)

king of the hill, simpsons, malcom in the middle, x files, sopranos, queer as folk, chis isaak show, south park, tv funhouse :)

guess what i'll be doing tonight? :)

ok, ONCE and for all i am putting an end to this STUPID rumour that i ever asked/begged/scammed anyone to buy me a condo, which is utterly ridiculous. ALL i did was want to try to raise money by selling paintings, videocasettes, and cds of all new songs by me, then i threw in the polaroid as just a thing for the HECK of it. i NEVER begged anyone to buy me a condo. i never tried to raise money for anything JUST by selling a single fucking polaroid. it's just RIDICULOUS. and this myth will just NOT die! it's been going on now for 6 months!

HERE is my original statement (that started all of this ) that i made in october of 2000 just asking people what they THOUGHT of my idea about selling my art to make some money. an IDEA. just an IDEA. no begging, no asking, no nothing. just a "hey what do u think of this? " kind of a thing:

"october 2000:

i am going to TRY to raise 180,000 in cash! i have NO idea if this will work at all. and this isn't a totally formulated thing yet , but what do u think of this:

for the cost of 1,000 i can offer that i will for i year give u:

EVERY MONTH:

1 unique polaroid a month taken by me.
1 song never before released anywhere on cd made on my 4 track signed numbered in a limited edition of 1,000
1 "anagram magazine" which will be the best of the anagrams for that month printed out and bound signed by me and numbered in a limited edition of 1000.
and 1 two hour vhs tape of me talking about what i'm thinking about that moment and what's going on in my life, giving a tour of my aprtment or whatever strikes me as interesting that month...signed and numbered in a limited edition of 1,000.
and at the end of that year perhaps either a unique drawing doodle/drawing by me, or maybe a small painting or perhaps a stuffed animal that i made, signed and numbered in a limited edition of 1,000.

what do u think of this?

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my "MISTAKE" was that i wrote the polaroid at the top, which is all people latched onto, and that i said i wanted to use this money i would try raise SELLING MY ART to help get a house for me someday. god forbid i should try to sell my paintings for money, and god forbid i should ever wish for a house, i guess.

can't i wish? can't i dream? can't i just WONDER?

so for 6 fucking months i have to deal with shit like this:

from the gabby moe gossip thing:

"Ana now wants to be president in 2004, wonder if she'll offer "exclusive signed pictures" from the White House for everyone that voted for her. She tried a similar scam last year trying to convince people to pay for a new condo for her"

well that is SLANDER. i have written to moe, who hosts this thing, and i have also icqed rob. i want that retracted and i think i'm owed an apology.

why does no one ever even just TRY to find out the facts? instead it just keeps snowballing and getting more and more away from any sort of truth.

i have ignored this for 6 months now, SIX MONTHS!!!!!...but this is just the last straw..when this "gazette" accuses me of scamming people for a fucking condo. it's just insulting to me and totally ridiculous and it's SLANDER.

ya, i know that thing is meant to be all lighthearted and stuff, but accusing a person of scamming is NOT a lighthearted matter.

btw, gabby did not write the aforementioned slander. she is on vacation. a guy named rob wrote it and he says at the bottom of his current entry:

"? Drop me an ICQ (#37957627) or email. If it is about someone else though, make sure it's factual and you can back it up, nothing pisses me off more than people spouting garbage..."

that being said, i now continue my campaign for president 2004.

i get to play an android in a film! [02 Apr 2001|12:05pm]
marco (marcoo.livejournal.com) has written a part just for me in his upcoming film!
i will be playing an android :) *swoon* it's not the main character but it's an important one :) yay!
the script will be done in about 2 months (they've been working on it for a year and a half) and then "the machine starts to move"
bringing this film into complete reality :)
i can't say anything more than that, 'cause the rest is still secret :)
weee!