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march
26th , 2003
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7:15pm
pieces of my day...
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3:01pm
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gonna
take a bath and get ready to go outside and take pictures.
my dreams are stuck in my head. woke up with a headache and a stomache but feeling better now. i wish i had good food to eat. rent is going to be tight this month. the mole on my chin is driving me nuts and i can't stop yanking it. i think in the back of my head that perhaps it will just pop off by itself if i do this. i wish it would. tomorrow i go to the symphony with my dad. i haven't seen him in ages. i'm having a lot of dreams dealing with me getting older. this grey hair on my head is freaking me out. it's weird to know i will not have children in this lifetime. i'm pretty ok with that. but it's still weird. i pretty much knew i wouldn't have children since the day i could comprehend that i could have some. i'm glad i have the freedom to travel and do what i want when i want. i'm trying to wean myself from news. i took off all the lj communities like antiwar from the list of lj's i read on a regular basis. although i still haven't weaned myself from news.yahoo.com or nytimes.com jason should be home form work soon. and i hope he will go for a walk with me. ah, he just got home now :) |
2:25am
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i'm finding a lot of cool photographers on lj right now by persusing watercoloured's friends list. everyone on her list seems like a very cool person indeed. (as well as her!) anyone know of more cool livejournals by people who are photographers? |
2:23am
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i really
need to have a huge creative splurge. i'm
in a huge insecure weirded out fear spiral right now. i'm
not loving myself a lot right now. i've got to get back on track. |
12:00am
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today,
after i wake up. i'm going to go for a walk.
i'll take some nice pictures for you. :) |
