march 21st , 2003
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5:03pm

i'm at jason's watching cnn

5:17am

oops.
ok, hold on! no sooner did i send that off about all naked all week...and i started to feel kind of ill! ack!
so i am not sure about all naked all week now! i think i may have to put it on hold!
sorry about that! oops! ack! augh!

11:36pm

i have gone back and forth on this, as i could not make up my mind because of the war, but i have decided to go forward anyway because i feel the seasons of nature outweigh politics ( simply because it is NATURE ) and i do believe at this time that we need some comic relief and some balance...that this week shall be ALL NAKED ALL WEEK IN CELEBRATION OF SPRING!
of course, it is on the back of my mind (how could it not? ) that this may seem frivolous and i CANNOT separate this act of nudity from the slaughter *I* feel is going on in the middle east (since so much attention has been brought to the fact that MANY women (and men) feel oppressed) that is going on in the name of "freedom".
although i REJOICE for those in iraq who will feel more free under the forced regime , of what is change going on , at this moment, in baghdad. (is this sentence structure making any sense?)
i hope i am wrong in EVERYTHING, and that war will be "good".
i hope that the suffering of the "many" will outweigh the JOY.
although i do not believe that is possible, i am open to the possibility that i am extremely wrong.
i hope i am wrong. i don't think i AM...but i hope i am.

but life must go on...or what is life?
so , in the spirit of keeping on with life for those who are alive...

i celebrate SPRING.

spring will come and go whether or not all living beings on this planet live or die.

and that is my ultimate comfort.

but i want to acknowledge those of you who agree with me on this issue, for i don't think i could move forward ( in the way i am now), without you.

thank you for BEING HERE NOW.

cheers,
ana c voog

10:50pm

i know you have no way of knowing, but i am dealing with so many fundamental issues dealing with my value as a human being and value as ANYTHING and a LOT of people are homing in on that right now...it's hard to explain this in a few words right now. you know who u are.

there is one person is particular who loves to ride the fence between supporting me and being my friend and "looking cool" in front of the "cool fuck-whaTEVER" people i am talking about.

MAKE UP YOUR MIND ( at least for now)

stop fucking with me.

"will you stay or will you go now

darling, you've got to let me know"

---the clash, joe strummer.

 

i UNDERSTAND if u have dissenting opinion, but do no not pretend to support me then say shit about me and WORSE in other forums... NEVER SUPPORT me as the YEARS go by, especially when these people are jackals and, AS U KNOW, would turn their backs on you in 2 seconds flat if you showed your true soul.

look, whatever, *I* care.

just discern.

this is your last warning.

i can stomache discenting oponion. even inconsistent discenting opinion.

but not for FIVE YEARS? no.

which feels "lighter" for YOU?

 

2:50pm

a new hat i am working on.
and some yummy handspun yarns.

they are bombing iraq more today.
today is 321.
3...2...1...pow.
i didn't go to sleep until 8am.
i might go over to jason's soon to watch cnn.