march 18th , 2003
   
     
     

11:05pm

i do not support the troops. does that mean i want them dead? of course not. i do not wish them any harm. but why would i SUPPORT them? they are going to kill a bunch of people. supporting the troops to ME means that i support what they are about to do. and i don't.
and don't go off on me saying that it's because of WAR that i have the freedom to say this so i should shut up. does it make ANY sense to fight for something then deny anyone to excericise that right? if i can't say whatever i want...then why did they fight for me to say it?
but i do not believe that freedom of speech completely is because of war. that's ridiculous. there are LOTS of aspects that go into making things free that do NOT include war. AND just because there has been lots of wars in the past does not mean that WAR IS THE ONLY WAY FOR THE PRESENT AND FOR THE FUTURE.
it's called PROGRESSION.
and anyway, this war we are about to see is NOT about freedom of speech so to throw the logic at me that because other wars were about protecting freedom of speech that means that i should SHUT UP about this one is beyond retarded.
and don't go off on me that i should shut up because your husband is in the army right now to protect ME.
I'M NOT ASKING ANYONE TO GO KILL IN MY NAME. in fact i am DEMANDING that they DON'T.
and don't go tell me i should then go live in another country. fuck you. i am an american and just because i don't believe war is the way. that doesn't mean i don't have the right to live here.
and i DON'T feel sorry for the pople who are on the frontline right now because they were stupid enough to join the army in the first place. what did they expect? 10 minute abs and free school? it's the ARMY. and the army is NOTHING but a DEATH MACHINE.
i feel sorry that they were STUPID. i know that a lot of them are hurting and i do wish i had the power to bring them back. people are stupid at such a young age. and people are stupid at an old age , too.
but no one forced them to get on those planes to fly to iraq. and no one forced them to learn to become killing machines. and no one is forcing them to go kill innocent people now.
they have the HUMAN right to STOP at any time.
so no, i do not support the troops.
not this time around. not for this war.

7:09pm

i'm turning off the news, for now.

and here's a nice little happy site:
http://www.unconventionalideas.com/

5:31pm

did u know?
http://www.awolbush.com/

"it's well documented that George W. Bush never showed up for National Guard duty for a period of approximately one year, possibly more, in 1972-1973. Despite all the talk about "honor and dignity"


5:11pm

diaries/blogs of people in iraq right now
http://dear_raed.blogspot.com/

First-person account of a reporter's life on the front lines of war:
http://www.kevinsites.net/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/kevinsites/

http://www.electroniciraq.net/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/codymc/
http://www.iraqpeaceteam.org/pages/diaries.html
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THE REALITY OF WAR

4:12am

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2:02pm

i'm experimenting with a new kind of mouseover. this one changes it's picture each time you put your mouse over it ( 4 times)

things i wrote in my LJ (it's getting pretty heated over there!)

11:57p:
calling all muslims
i would like to put in my lj on a semi daily basis something that will help dispell fear about islam. if anyone has any passages from the koran, letters from muslims, life experiences to share that can help bridge the gap between muslims and nonmuslims, please do share either in my lj here, or please email me with these things:

ana101@hotmail.com

confidentially secured, if need be.
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HELP SPREAD THIS MESSAGE TO OTHER LJ COMMUNITIES:
if you could help me get this message delivered to all these places, that would be much appreciated!!!
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and here!

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and here, too!

9:56p:
put your money where your mouth is.
to everyone who is so gung ho for war and feels that death to thousands is an acceptable price to pay, why don't you join the army and get the heck to the frontline?
put your money where your mouth is.

i don't think you are fully understanding the HELL that is created with war. i don't think TRUE HELL is in the scope of your imagination. we are all so happy to just spout off about the cost of war and then go watch cnn while we eat our tv dinners.
i find it sickening and cowardly to "support our troops" by waving a flag like this is the goddamn superbowl.

if you really feel that strongly that people MUST die. die a HORRIBLE death. not to mention the thousands more who will die of starvation or by suicide or by rape or the countless other ways people die through war...if you really feel that this is ACCEPTABLE. then GO, i tell you, GO to the frontline RIGHT NOW and stop talking out your ass.

and anyone not willing to do that, who would rather just whine about it in livejournal like a freaking wuss, will be banned from my journal ASAP. because i'm just tired of hearing about your side of things because it makes me sick.

and i can do that because this is AMERICA.

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10:49p:
don't give up!
*not even if this is happening*
imagine if that money went to providing schools and businesses around the world with wind and solar power?
or a better educational system!
HOLD THAT THOUGHT!
we dreamers DO hold power!
power to inspire! power to "hold that thought" with such intensity!
power to open new doorways!
we are tenacious, resilient, adaptable!
don't give up!

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something i just wrote to someone:
"i don't think it makes a difference to the warmongers what i write in my lj. i don't think it will change anyone's mind.
i guess i just want to give the peacemakers a small feeling of that they are not alone.
i hope i do that a small bit , at least!

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yes, this is one huge neo- hippyfest here in anaverseland.
I DO DECLARE THIS WEBSPACE FOR PEACE!
THOUGHTS OF PEACE!
IDEAS OF PEACE!
EXPERIENCES OF PEACE!

pictures of pooka!
more knitting and crocheting!
more pajamas!
more napping!
more unexplained nudity!

(someone's got to do it)
*makes a yoko ono sound*

blessed are the meek.
for they shall inherit the earth.