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i love these textures
i hate that roll on my stomache
the cleanest my sink area has been in months
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[09 Mar 2002|02:59pm]
kiitos and i had a great time last night and i spent the night at her house.
today i almost didn't make it home because of blizzard like conditions and
her car was stuck in the snow.we had to find people to help us push the car
out of the ice!
the dogs were basically good while i was gone, tho they have figured out how to get up on my bed while i'm gone which is not a good thing...but i was surprised they did no damage. then i went up to jason's for a few minutes and i come back...and one of them totallt peed all over my down comforter, and they KNOW that is wrong. fuckers. now they are sulking around the house because they know i am mad. i am soaking it in the bathtub and the sheets are in the washer. grrr. thank god it dodn't soak through to my electric blanket.
bad dogs bad dogs.
so my psychiatrist put me on paxil. does paxil make you gain weight?
[09 Mar 2002|03:40pm]
my dr. also put me back on xanaax. THANK GOD!
and did you know that paxil costs 96 frickin' bucks for only 30 pills????
i am BUMMED. i totally cannot afford to see my psychiatrist at 120 bucks a
session, then i'm going to see the psychologist on tuesday who costs just
as much...and now my medicine each month costs me 150 bucks again. SUCKFEST!
it shouldn't cost this much to get WELL.
plus i back owe my shrink 400 bucks..and i back owe my psychologist 120.
which is good that i had 600 extra dollars in my account this month, so i
can pay this.
but i sure would like to have some extra money that i could actually save!
must make more art and more books!
kiiitos lent me her nick drake biography so i'm excited to read that :)
i also got my knockers the klown mug from cafepress and it's of wonderful quality. i am happy to drink coffee out of it and see ducky doolittle's smiling klown face while i drink :)
the dogs also ate two upseide down deiter dog books, so i put those all up in a place they cannot eat them. now i must make two more. i wonder if it was deiter who ate the books. cannibal.
i'm gonna eat some food now, i'm starving!
oh and i also received my pupshaw totebag.
i'm still looking for a way to get those jim woodring toys from japan....if
the guy that wrote me who lives on japan and wanted to trade ana2 for those
toys...i wrote you back...but i don't know if the email got through to you
because your email looked like garbly gook nonsense alphabet in my pegasus
email :/
[09 Mar 2002|04:08pm]
well, my dad has not replied at all regarding my question of does he remember
spending any time with me when i was a child. he said he'd have to think about
it. does he have to think about it for DAYS just to come up with an answer?
that is SO sad and pathetic.
[09 Mar 2002|05:49pm]
called my dad and i feel sorta better. sorta. it's something, tho. better
than nothing.
[09 Mar 2002|07:00pm]
there must be a yoga instructor who would come to my house and teach me, don't
u think? also i want to learn about tantric breathing. i need to learn to
breathe. annie sprinkle says that she can have an orgasm just from breathing.
that is something i rrrrreeeaally wanna know about :) all the things i want
are in california!
my dogs are sleeping right now and the cuteness factor is off the scale.
i can't stand it! i just wanna squish them and squish them!
[09 Mar 2002|07:02pm]
anyone know where i can buy rhinestones in huge volumes for super cheap?
a strange thing for sale on ebay [09 Mar 2002|07:10pm]
here
and another [09 Mar 2002|07:18pm]
here
holy shit! [09 Mar 2002|07:49pm]
some one has to buy this
for duckydoo!!!
what the hell? [09 Mar 2002|07:56pm]
read
the story!
things i collect [09 Mar 2002|08:22pm]
dolls
amber
bakelite
mirrors ( even broken pieces)
keys
dry cleaning tags
string art
owls
doll parts
albino taxidermy
diaries
personal handwritten letters
tare panda
egg beaters
telephones
glitter
crystals
rocks
miniature dishes and cutlery
silk velvet
plastic and glass fruit
incence
candles
bubblebath
human hair
books about the sex industry, erotica, medical curiousities
glass eyes
all metal scissors
things that are made of clear plastic or glass
honeybear bottles
cobalt blue glass
marbles
superballs
orbs
globes
ball bearings
female mannequins
photos of amputees
vintage lingerie especially corsets
crinolens
pantaloons
vintage stuffed animals
vintage wedding dresses
what do u collect?
