february 11th, 2003
   
     
     

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10:21am

can u believe they are telling us to get plastic wrap and duct tape to help us against a biological or chemical attack? do they think we're IDIOTS?

i'm feeling kinda sick. a gland on one side of my throat has been sore for 3 days and i am really low on energy. i'm resting up to get well.


2 paintings i have on ebay that no one had bid on yet have been reduced in price quite a bit. one is only 5 bucks! check it out :)

back to bed i go to get well...

8:39am

cups 3 and 4 on ebay now

woke up for a sec 'cause it was too hot in here.
i am still feeling rundown. actually, i am feeling worse. the gland in my neck is still sore and i have a general feeling of yuckiness around me. blarg.

i'm going back to bed now.

2:46am

2 unfinished paintings:

2:13am

i ordered online some very long cables for my monitor and keyboard and mouse. so i hope i can get my those things into my bedroom without having to also put the loud computer in there.

i think i am painting with the wrong medium for what i want to do. i think what i want is oil sticks.
those are pretty expensive, too. but maybe i can raise the money to get a bunch by selling my acrylic paint paintings. acrylic is drying too fast for me and the brushes are really frustrating me because i don't like the marks and textures they leave. although...it's brushes..so what do i expect? also my brushes are really cheap because i couldn't afford the nice expensive kind.

i need oil sticks.

i think i am coming down with something. for a whole day now i have had a gland on one side of my neck hurting. i keep hoping it will just go away. but i think i feel a sickness coming on. i sure do hope i am wrong. maybe i'll be better after a sleep. i am going to be supremely aggravated if i get sick.

i made two more cup paintings. and there is another painting that i don't know what it is yet..that is 1/2 done. and then i did a really cool abstract one that i'm going to keep for myself.

i really want to do more abstract paintings because i've never done those. by abstract i mean that you look at it and don't see a "thing" right away. maybe just dealing with shapes and colours only and nothing tangible.